This evening calls for two posts. Oh what a great comeback from desperate directions. Over the last week i came to experience the meaning of the expression, "up a shit creek without a paddle." I wondered, whats a person's rescue from that situation? Well, here is one; evidently a person has the necessary parts built into … Continue reading A double post moment
Category: Christianity
Omg im glad to be back
Omg im glad to be back. I went private 6 days ago because i referred my ex to my last post and then got scared he would direct my parents to it as hes caught up in this psychodrama through the banruptcy proceedings. But now it doesn't matter: the shit hit the fan anyway. Si … Continue reading Omg im glad to be back
Grounding
This blog is a good place to come to for grounding. When the shit is getting too thick and i cant see in front of me, I make time to come here and the ground opens up in front of me. What a day. It was a struggle to get out of bed, but once … Continue reading Grounding
Ive been away
Life has been too exciting! And too precious. I saw my son last Sunday (its the following Saturday today.) My parents didnt succeed in dissuading me from giving him a ride back to his residence down near Philadelphia, an hour and fifteen miunte highway drive. It was a pleasure. I realized how much i had … Continue reading Ive been away
Reunion
Its over. I didn't go. Im as sorry as anything. Even God is mad at me. He say i could have asked him to change His mind. He told me the better choice was not to go. We even had a rehearsal about this over an entirely different, much smaller question. Whether to take a … Continue reading Reunion
This One–Updated
Its late at night and i dont want to go to bed, although ive taken my nighttime meds, a handful of meds that usually knocks me out within about 20 minutes. Then, im out till about 4 in the morning. I want to see if i can blog myself out of this one in the … Continue reading This One–Updated
Fighting a deathly battle
It sickens me to report that my father is getting to me. McDonald's breakfast, they "forgot" the hash browns. They were trying to stage it, but i cut it short by going over to their side of the house before my mother got in from the barn where they park their Subaru SUV. I figured … Continue reading Fighting a deathly battle
Hutton Reunion Winding Down Tonight
Its the final Dinner & Dance and im not attending. I backed out last Monday but they forgot to take my name off the list and ive been getting texts about the reunion events all day long since Wednesday! Unfirtunately i was under the impression until late this afternoo. That rhe charity airline tickets and … Continue reading Hutton Reunion Winding Down Tonight
Hutton Reunion–no
Well i really blew it. I mean, i did the right thing in tbe end, God showed me this morning what to do and i did it but that doesn't always make the path easier. My mother has been on a rampage since getting a visitor to heed her tears last week, she literally made … Continue reading Hutton Reunion–no
Johns Hopkins (pursuant to my last post)
I left out the hospitalization at Johns Hopkins Affective Disorders Unit in 1994. They bothered to send me there (because my husband was involved. That was the story with my MH treatment. After i got married i received treatment where before that i was ignored.) But they couldnt allow that it was for my sake … Continue reading Johns Hopkins (pursuant to my last post)
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