More on MHWorld, Religion, and separation of Church and state

I worked out my central faith issues at Philhaven. I didn't want to stay forever but for one thing, I was doing my alien drawings, and taping them to the outside of the door; staff said they liked reading them when they came in every day. it was such a beatiful sensory experience with the … Continue reading More on MHWorld, Religion, and separation of Church and state →

story of a family in crayon pictures

Alex as a youth Ian in recovery Ian involved in alien4 alien5 combat at an early age. That's my guess. Alien4 weilds lightening sabres and alien5, spears of gold. Together they do the Lord's work. Alex changed from supercool engineering work into information sciences. It paid better and I think he really loves it, actually … Continue reading story of a family in crayon pictures →

Threads

like in a handwoven tablecloth from afar, and the themes in a tale. a thread that has been lost here is that in a state of utter physical confusion deep into being off the meds that nobody would provide, in a deep state of terror, i turned--among all the people who were involved, to Mrs. … Continue reading Threads →

Fakes

I do not believe that Judith and Steven are dead. I believe everyone faked a bizarre suicue/homicide/apparent stroke death to get me out of the picture. They've done it before, they will do it again. they need to understand that things have changed. It would probably be very awkward to meet, i'm not the same … Continue reading Fakes →

aliens

uhhhhgg if you believe in aliens you can come to my inner, 250 year old, door, which stands open; where this sign is perpetually posted. ecstatic today as my glass dr table was delivered!!!

now…

now I know where I am. Now I know what this is about. It's about Coco(a) the mouse we adopted in Florida. She was the last of the litter and a fat little mouse (sort of like me) so they were willing to let me have her. Maybe nobody else would have picked her. Actually, … Continue reading now… →

New blog up and running

Un.Bon.Mot. I like it. I've been transitioning... I've been making a change here as reflected in the site title and also simultaneously it reflects the huge change in my life now free of nasty wart-mole. buying furniture and appliances as necessary for this place is fun! I was living as a cave creature. I have … Continue reading New blog up and running →

insights

my insights come partly from God but mostly from Ian, my son. my father steals them and presents them as his or says that my sister wrote them. he denies that he has any copies of my writing but I have seen them on his desk. this Is the single hardest hit I experience in … Continue reading insights →

un mot

How do you honor parents who don't want to be honored by you? it's a fatal conondrum.

abortion

on a side note, I was CALLED to have those impossible pregnancies and abortions AND my son, i see it all now. that's what I said in California just to help the pain that we were a case study in abortion. like MH a new and unwanted phenomenon of the 20th century that we had … Continue reading abortion →