About Dad

in other words, words, Dad, Alex. he was so insecure about my male College associations. he was so way high above them as a husband and friend to me and Ian. as a Canadian he had the habits of an armchair intellectual. he had his flaws. But he had a few years on them. He … Continue reading About Dad →

About Damion and Mark

These were two men at Harvard who either did help me or were supposed to help me but couldn't because it turned out that I grew up in the woods and had zero training in social skills or personal habits. I was brilliant enough to be at Harvard and a man from Yale who was … Continue reading About Damion and Mark →

movie

...would be about Reading a dangerous city these days or was so recently Here is me here a few years ago: They told me that at the hospital on Mt Auburn Street in Cambridge when I was leaving for PA in 1986. "Only the good," they said. And I didn't know what that meant. There … Continue reading movie →

Special

At the state hospital you had to get used to men who got into fights and men who had killed people. This made it very difficult to return to society. i was in such a fragile condition. I got used to it there in a while in a bad way, it corrupted me, I used … Continue reading Special →

Happy Day

Working on selling this tablet and or the contents and movie rights. i have come to the end of my story insofar as it involves the general public at this time. There are probable 3 films here but I wouldnt know how that could be handled. and a book or several books i might write … Continue reading Happy Day →

up ‘n at ’em

something I never was before in my life. I lived in a haze of cigarette smoke, tons of coffee, and mixed drink hangovers. At the tender age of 18, 19, 20. It must have been a pathetic and disturbing sight to people who watched. And sex. At that time I was less incapable than I … Continue reading up ‘n at ’em →

To the people of Berks-Lehigh

I plan to be leaving soon. I have been planning to be leaving nightly for at least 3 months. Hence the lights on at night--so sorry. It's so strange here, we are neither Berks, nor Lehigh; instead, a little of each. As for me, I am of TERRIFIED of Berks County. And Lehigh doesn't like … Continue reading To the people of Berks-Lehigh →

Corrections of Misperceptions

I was told that the MRI that I got recently showed massive arthritis. I believe that that was untrue and in fact, the problem is deep and progressive atrophy. It was already beginning when I was a child of 9 or 10 and all I did was lay around the house reading children's books (and … Continue reading Corrections of Misperceptions →

Money Matters

I was falling into fear tonight after sleeping at least 12 hours last night. I woke up feeling happy but then I wasn't sure what was going on. Then, I started cleaning and, it was the weirdest thing, the extremely disgustingly old dustbunnies all looked like lizards and were all the same size and I … Continue reading Money Matters →

When I was little

We vacationed in Maine one summer. My brother was catching mackerel as fast as he could put down the line. He took them off the hook and I banged their heads with a hammer. I don't know why. Did someone tell me to? At the river we went to one time in New Jersey, I … Continue reading When I was little →