Threads

like in a handwoven tablecloth from afar, and the themes in a tale. a thread that has been lost here is that in a state of utter physical confusion deep into being off the meds that nobody would provide, in a deep state of terror, i turned--among all the people who were involved, to Mrs. … Continue reading Threads →

Fakes

I do not believe that Judith and Steven are dead. I believe everyone faked a bizarre suicue/homicide/apparent stroke death to get me out of the picture. They've done it before, they will do it again. they need to understand that things have changed. It would probably be very awkward to meet, i'm not the same … Continue reading Fakes →

New blog up and running

Un.Bon.Mot. I like it. I've been transitioning... I've been making a change here as reflected in the site title and also simultaneously it reflects the huge change in my life now free of nasty wart-mole. buying furniture and appliances as necessary for this place is fun! I was living as a cave creature. I have … Continue reading New blog up and running →

second correction

amandakpritchard1.com is not a real email address. I have closed it and please do NOT direct any inquires there. how odd, there is NOT ONE PERSON ONLINE named Amanda k Pritchard. I have not yet figured out how to receive inquiries. Working on it.

mysterious continuing attempted murder solved

lol!!! Who would have guessed? Everybody? generally it was poisoning but then I was left in the woods. I loved the movie of the musical West Side Story. There was a young girl called "anybody's." I would have been anybody's if I could but I couldnt even be that. My brother always protected me. I … Continue reading mysterious continuing attempted murder solved →

the truth at last

my mother is still living. they went their separate ways. it is no business of mine. but some aspects of the situation are. for 2 1/2 years I have not been told when everyone else knew. today I had the weirdest sense that I was communicating with her about how you have to clean up … Continue reading the truth at last →

Feeling better

slept in until 10 after a large meal of red chicken Thai curry las5 night. It was exactly what I needed. I have been following the prompts and paying attention as to what to do to fix myself and finally I have left it all in the Lords's hands. This was ugly. moving forward with … Continue reading Feeling better →

aliens

alien4 has been with me, also the Correctional Officer, to help me through this transition back to the real world. That's my level.through this, alien5 has been able to enter to help my father, I am looking for my drawing of him. Oh, I know, It sounds perfectly insane, but it is what it is. … Continue reading aliens →

so…

it's finally come down to this. I knew it all my life. My father had problems he couldn't solve. I knew it as a little girl when I tugged at his sleeve trying to get attention from him. I knew it when he called me up at the Lodge Program at Wernersville State Hospital askng … Continue reading so… →

Specialness

when I lived here in the 80's (I identified as Berks County), there were 4 diagnoses: major depression, manic depression, schizophrenia, and borderline personality disorder. I always remember that poor fellow with horrible OCD being thrown out of the partial program that I was attending. Since then, things have changed. But those memories are indelible. … Continue reading Specialness →