The Cottage

now I see it! I just wasn't thinking! my sister and her boyfriend want the Cottage! (Where I AM LIVING.) I've made it so nice here they want to move in! And oh so so indulgent 90 year old father of a 50 year old daughter ( my sister) wants to give it to her. … Continue reading The Cottage →

Angels, cats, and aliens

some things we don't dare say. but then we do. I am now officially in retirement from the worst and hardest fights of my life and seeing the forest for the trees. fighting abortion it's like when the Berlin Wall fell. but we are still fighting. but it was like seeing the dove and knowing … Continue reading Angels, cats, and aliens →

Not just lonely but alone

at least I have my cats. it's a strange place here. I got so much done with everyone gone for 10 days. My father returns tomorrow. where's home? There are three people wondering about that right now and it all centers on this cottage. And old age and dying at a young age. bouff helps … Continue reading Not just lonely but alone →

My Workstation

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I Love My Cats

Alibi won't go away, he is more and more persistent. Tanner was stuck outside all night. It was cool, almost frosty. I had to let Tanner in and keep Alibi out. I have been told in earnest please NOT to let him and especially NOT to feed him. HE so earnestly insists the opposite! I … Continue reading I Love My Cats →

up to date

"I love this place. It cradles my energy." --"God's Poster Child for the Pro-Life Cause" I am in a state of transition, pulling through 30 years of a marriage that was already confusion. this is the most reasonable and true representation of my current status I can give. the problem is, after 6 weeks of … Continue reading up to date →

Roe vs Wade

still tickled pink about the overturning of Roe vs. Wade, but horrified at the ructions we will be going through as a society as we move into a period of abandoning of abortion. Praying.

all choked up

I have adopted him but found out this morning that not only is he an unaltered male and scenting g things but he also he is sick. He is very thin and had liquid diarrhea this morning. I put him out after that until I could figure out what to do. he is a sweet … Continue reading all choked up →

The Englishman Returns to England

so they're all in England, yukking it up. I observed a while ago that my sister is Janis Joplin to my Yoko Ono. (When I was way high on the psych ward). I would observe, further, that my father is a predator to my psychopath.

vague

what happened to me at the hospitals in Reading and near Lebanon, looking back, was some sort of occult possession--in the demonic sense-- of both myself and every other person involved. it was related to the ghoul that I became 35 years ago after a minor overdose that almost took my life. Since then I … Continue reading vague →