with complications of Major Depression, bizarre and disabling OCD, and destructive PTSD, especially as related to the psych ward; after my last stay I simply can't be on one every again. and then there are serious physical complaints, new ones. My legs and feet hurt so much I can barely walk, and I was guessing … Continue reading organic personality disorder
Category: Family
un.bon.mot
shoulda named it as such! but it was late at night and I was so tired [italics] As I get myself together after eight months [bold] in horrible hospitals, I begin to be EXCITED. TWO n a half WEEKS putting my life back together is beginning to resolve; but I'm still fearful. The thing about … Continue reading un.bon.mot
Denouement–the Harvard Advocate
Finally I am able to detach myself from the cause of saving the undergraduate literary magazine at Harvard in the 80's, the Harvard Advocate. Someone close to me at that time said that he would love to see the Advocate go down under me. I just didn't understand. I had only been on the magazine … Continue reading Denouement–the Harvard Advocate
An Iota Against a Motherlode
I've said so many nasty things about my father in my blog-life. It's like the dirty jokes because of the undiagnosed organic personality disorder and the deep stress I was under and the pain that I was in. I understand now that he was helping to raise both my son AND me and I just … Continue reading An Iota Against a Motherlode
mushroom cloud
Before I went to the hospital in late October or early November, I wrote some posts on abortion. Some Pro-Life posts about my own experience of abortion. I had realized that I had an abortion and possibly a miscarriage as well before I went away to Boarding School and when I went there I completely … Continue reading mushroom cloud
Love, Love, Love
Do it n do it over again. I talked about my sexual dysfunction but I found a man who was right for me. It never felt right at the time but it was. Just right. For me. I needed pain. He was ashamed and I am so sorry for that. Maybe he needed that. But … Continue reading Love, Love, Love
Love
I have a saying that I got through my psychotherapy in Florida; I don't know whether he said it to me, well, as I understand things now I do know that therapists and others do talk to us in our heads. He said to me, "Love is not a game or a joke." I said … Continue reading Love
…a tender romantic love story
this was first published in 2021 before I went to the hospital, it has been altered. the IT BIT BYTE marriage about a tricky clit do it in technicolor make it for the kids I got kneed in the crotch, it was like someone bit my clit off. it paved the way for an immaculate … Continue reading …a tender romantic love story
About My Family
My sister has warred against me for years. All I have to say back to her is that I think that she really is the Antichist Itself.
About the Hopkins Lawsuit
It is about my father. He used my cats for his uncertainty principal. Just like he used my wart/mole simplex. He is English. The English don't know how to act in America. He confused them with a laser pen. He focused it on their eyes right close up and HURT THEM.. He told the vet … Continue reading About the Hopkins Lawsuit
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