Foodie, men; revised

Saturday night 5/22. Last night I identified myself to my sons girlfriend--where there has been a conflict--as having an "exotic eating disorder." I realized it myself; at the end of my life--I am 59 years old-- I am moving into my final dieting mode. This one is going to work! The Lord is with me. … Continue reading Foodie, men; revised →

Tasering in South Florida

I was tasered in South Florida around 2010, before divorcing my husband there; and relocating here to PA. I dont have a whole lot to say about it any more other than what I have just said to my son. That it was not a lie. Similarly. The "de facto torturing" of the clamped catheter … Continue reading Tasering in South Florida →

To Claire

After 34 years I am able to address the fallout of my healing on the Lodge Program psych unit at Wernersville State Hospital where I stayed 2 separate times from 1987 until 1988. Something happened there that I didnt understand. I was deathly ill when I got there. The pain--which I can now connect to … Continue reading To Claire →

About My Father

I always got super mad at him and then realized that--whatever he may have intended,, the Lord worked it for the good. For instance, I had thoughts of wanting to change my son's name, and I knew that in Buffalo, where he was born, you could do so until age 5. And I was always … Continue reading About My Father →

clairvoyance; 2

how do you "spell clairvoyance"? Well, I typed "clairvoyance spell" into the search bar and found even more than I was looking for. A man at the state hospital put a "spell" on my sister "Clair[e] and that proved through 38 years of Clair[e] seeing (as in voyeur] my sexual injury back in the pool … Continue reading clairvoyance; 2 →

clairvoyance

The single most important message to you or anyone else of my entire life Wed 5/19/2021 2:42 PMTo: my son Ian, I just hit the nail on the head.I have a problem with CLAIRVOYANCE!!! Haha thats so funny because of Claire. It is a part of my organic personality disorder as it played out over … Continue reading clairvoyance →

Letter to my husband

First of all, I love you and adore you. Second, I am enjoying my cats. No worries. Especially about Joann. She was a very beautiful and a gifted woman. Being a Harvard graduate isn't the only way to be a worthwhile person. She helped me with that. Similarly, being English! So, I felt so OLD … Continue reading Letter to my husband →

Sister Claire

I NEVER HAD A SINGLE THOUGHT OF HARM TO MY SISTER CLAIRE MURPHY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. Through being entirely deprived of proper care after she was born and moreover being asked to care for her, despite a severe handicap of being kneed in the crotch by my brother, I learned a life of service … Continue reading Sister Claire →

smoking cigarettes

me; seen in Seminole, Florida, 2003 to 2007, smoking 4 packs a day accompanied by 20 oz glasses, or more?, of fridge water. Sitting by the small window in the kitchen by the glass paneled door. With a small fan. Satanic possession? Opioid-like addiction? Sleeping beauty under a spell? I had entirely quit a horrible … Continue reading smoking cigarettes →

About Men; 3

Terrifying moments, as referenced in my last post: Spiraling road up the side of a mountain in Southern California, 1992: My car wouldn't start. I was on an afternoon joyride in my little, tan Dodge Colt. I had pulled into a gas and food mini-mart with a few small booths. A man approached me. He … Continue reading About Men; 3 →