About the sick sin of masturbation

in the Catholic church it is grave sin, in other words, mortal sin. My best guess is that that means you die of it; regarding Heaven and Hell I don't know. first of all, I am the WORST Christian. I came to it through t he back door, through terror of Satan, and don't have … Continue reading About the sick sin of masturbation →

the Queen

Her Highnes Queen Elizabeth has asked me to withdraw from public debate.

story of a family in crayon pictures

Alex as a youth Ian in recovery Ian involved in alien4 alien5 combat at an early age. That's my guess. Alien4 weilds lightening sabres and alien5, spears of gold. Together they do the Lord's work. Alex changed from supercool engineering work into information sciences. It paid better and I think he really loves it, actually … Continue reading story of a family in crayon pictures →

Threads

like in a handwoven tablecloth from afar, and the themes in a tale. a thread that has been lost here is that in a state of utter physical confusion deep into being off the meds that nobody would provide, in a deep state of terror, i turned--among all the people who were involved, to Mrs. … Continue reading Threads →

Fakes

I do not believe that Judith and Steven are dead. I believe everyone faked a bizarre suicue/homicide/apparent stroke death to get me out of the picture. They've done it before, they will do it again. they need to understand that things have changed. It would probably be very awkward to meet, i'm not the same … Continue reading Fakes →

New blog up and running

Un.Bon.Mot. I like it. I've been transitioning... I've been making a change here as reflected in the site title and also simultaneously it reflects the huge change in my life now free of nasty wart-mole. buying furniture and appliances as necessary for this place is fun! I was living as a cave creature. I have … Continue reading New blog up and running →

un mot

How do you honor parents who don't want to be honored by you? it's a fatal conondrum.

abortion

on a side note, I was CALLED to have those impossible pregnancies and abortions AND my son, i see it all now. that's what I said in California just to help the pain that we were a case study in abortion. like MH a new and unwanted phenomenon of the 20th century that we had … Continue reading abortion →

mysterious continuing attempted murder solved

lol!!! Who would have guessed? Everybody? generally it was poisoning but then I was left in the woods. I loved the movie of the musical West Side Story. There was a young girl called "anybody's." I would have been anybody's if I could but I couldnt even be that. My brother always protected me. I … Continue reading mysterious continuing attempted murder solved →

things happen

Steve. Moved to manhattan; a divorce, an apparent suicide. Maybe we'll never know. me. 5 suicides 4 dead babies. too much. there's no comeback from this but I do enjoy the more normal habits of daily living that I have here which I never observed before in my life and I am grateful to my … Continue reading things happen →