humor

I heard a harmless Hollywood joke on t.v. years ago: "Early to rise and early to bed Makes a man healthy but socially dead!" Taking Clozaril is like that. It knocks you out at an exact hour every night; there is no escaping it. And you can't tolerate a drop of alcohol. With that and … Continue reading humor →

A Man a Monster

this is about my father, a one-time derring-do, a Robin Hood, a Jack Sparrow; a Bond; James Bond. what happened? God checked in with me around this time last year and said He was ANGRY. I understood but I didn't. What it was about. And then I was all over the place online and wound … Continue reading A Man a Monster →

Denouement–the Harvard Advocate

Finally I am able to detach myself from the cause of saving the undergraduate literary magazine at Harvard in the 80's, the Harvard Advocate. Someone close to me at that time said that he would love to see the Advocate go down under me. I just didn't understand. I had only been on the magazine … Continue reading Denouement–the Harvard Advocate →

An Iota Against a Motherlode

I've said so many nasty things about my father in my blog-life. It's like the dirty jokes because of the undiagnosed organic personality disorder and the deep stress I was under and the pain that I was in. I understand now that he was helping to raise both my son AND me and I just … Continue reading An Iota Against a Motherlode →

Clean Jokes

Haven Hospital in Reading was sort of a good time--the Pagoda Unit was not much fun but on the Tower Unit, after the episode in the woods, they really cared. I used to have a terrible time with making bad jokes. Jokes that hurt people or sent a bad message or hurt the person I … Continue reading Clean Jokes →

mushroom cloud

Before I went to the hospital in late October or early November, I wrote some posts on abortion. Some Pro-Life posts about my own experience of abortion. I had realized that I had an abortion and possibly a miscarriage as well before I went away to Boarding School and when I went there I completely … Continue reading mushroom cloud →

Love

I have a saying that I got through my psychotherapy in Florida; I don't know whether he said it to me, well, as I understand things now I do know that therapists and others do talk to us in our heads. He said to me, "Love is not a game or a joke." I said … Continue reading Love →

About My Family

My sister has warred against me for years. All I have to say back to her is that I think that she really is the Antichist Itself.

About Kent School. At Kent, we used to say, "Give it a K K K for Kent School." I just didn't think we even knew what we knew what we were saying. (giggle) Of course we did! But I wasn't like that! So, about Harlem. And South Philly. Black People are in a state of … Continue reading →

About Smoking

Th Lord has said that my smoking is unguent and appealing to him. Apparently my lungs have cleared, are they even pink and clear again? (I had a CT scan recently recently per (purr!!!) my new dr. whom I just adore.) So, black people just love to smoke. They should get cigarettes for free. Like … Continue reading About Smoking →