Word to the wise

Its about my ex-sister÷in-law. I cant name her. I just need to rip her face off, that's all. My brother has died. The situation here.is that she is back in touch with my mother. I have guessed--my intuition and surmises tell me--that they are trying to get together and try to implicate me as the … Continue reading Word to the wise →

Whole New Day

Well yesterday i wrote that i was trusting my father again; well on some things, yes; but i opted OUT of trusting him on the moment with the restaurant owner i worked for in high school. He was protecting himself! Because the denouement if the incident at the restaurant included my running away from home, … Continue reading Whole New Day →

Time Out

I am coming here to take a break from a To The Wall situation prevailing since dinner out on Tuesday night. Tonight is Thursday night. I separated the casts for 2 nights; today they are back together and both with me. They are keeping the fighting to a minimum. It was awful, so dire, for … Continue reading Time Out →

A Letter To Planned Parenthood

FYI The Parts of a Terrorist (2012-09-13 05:42) First, immaturity, then, inability to love. From this is quickly playedthe desire for glory; then, brainwashing.They take something familiar, something dear, trusted, to lead you.Then, they teach you not to fear by scaring you half to death in every part—then pulling back just in time—and you are an initiate, a … Continue reading A Letter To Planned Parenthood →

Feline

When they're happy, im happy. Travis and Tanner. They belong to my son. I was getting irritable with them until i realized it hurt their feelings when i walked right by them without paying them any attention. And how much they do that pleases me and helps me. So, if things get tense i pray … Continue reading Feline →

Trump

After posting here about the National Emergency i received a letter from the RNC asking for a vote of support and funds. The latter i dont have, i sent a check for 5 dollars. I fell all over myself checking boxes. It was kind of silly. Next thing i know Donal Trump is slashing Social … Continue reading Trump →

Motivational problem

Here i am, upstairs in the cottage on a winter day, with the space heater on hi next to my old fashioned wing chair. one cat on the bed beside me and the other underneath it: Tanner and Travis. They are constantly fighting over the attention they get from me and so it is now. … Continue reading Motivational problem →

Ex-sister-in-law

How do i handle her? I knew that she meant trouble for me, my brother and my family within a few minutes of meetiing her. She was a Colunbia University Comp Lit graduate and a Mabhattsn socialite. She caught the Seiko wristwatch and the Harvard grad sister and saw the opportunity she was looking for. … Continue reading Ex-sister-in-law →

Writing; Fighting

The clouds out my newly cleared out window look like punctuation: two small dark ones over a small white one. Today i am writing my heart out. I am writing for my son's life. I an writing for my salvation. I am wirking on my book. My therapist directed me to Ephesians 6: 10-20 The … Continue reading Writing; Fighting →

Terror

With my mother and me terror is always a factor. I am looking--in my mind--at the video footage of my son that i described in my last post--sick and disoriented. And it strikes me as a reflection of reacting with a sexually damaged Mom. That my mother just fostered our actual telatuonshio. But NO! My … Continue reading Terror →