Well! I havent been here for well over a month. My book has 48 pages si far and i am roughing in headers. My sister and her husband are here fir tge weekend and the proof of the Holy Spirit has shown itself. I saw my sister and my mothers closeness and that there was … Continue reading Visit from my Sister
Category: God’s goodness
National Emergency; delayed post from Feb 18
Yes, the southern border wall crisis is a national energency. We need to protect the quality of life that is so enviable. Yes there is a humanitarian crisis swelling up from the South. Their humanitarian crisis is our nationsl emergency. We cant handle the load.
Pnuemonia
My life has gpne to a place where things have no meaning. Pneomonia from breathing in the fine down from a leaky comforter . Ive been deathly ill for 8 days. Naturally my mother ignored me. Today at 400 i got up and went out to Dunkin Donuts just to get out of the housr. … Continue reading Pnuemonia
Book
He finally got to me about the book. I started him writing, i helped him write; thats fine. But his "insights" come from his conversations with me over MANY YEARS and i DO NOT take kindly to this. He took it for free. I am talking about my father. He said that an old colleague … Continue reading Book
The Dove
I figure right about now the Hutton "Dove" (not its real name) is groaning. I am pulling out after 36 long years that ive been trapped in the rubble. Someone (who shall remain nameless) declined to get oil for the heater and the pipes burst. It must have cost all of our small endowment to … Continue reading The Dove
Two very sick people
Just ran into a bad patch after my last post which involved getting put on the spot regarding my son's promised, belated visit to my mother for her birthday tomorrow. I have expressed dismay at her taking over my son. Then as i was processing this i was thinking about my poor blasted face and … Continue reading Two very sick people
My book
My book--i don't know if it is an autobiographical novel or just plain autobiograohy--is hung up on 6 slices of pizza left in the fridge in a Holiday Inn near a waterpark bearby. I also dont know if its my book that's held up or just my life, but here i am m to post … Continue reading My book
Hallelujah!
I disbelieve Sister M. that my marriage is invalid. She herself strongly encouraged ne to trust that i had "baptism of desire" before i was baptised. And before i met my husband i had spent 2 years in religious "training" with a born again Chrustian friend from the state hospital. She was a schizophrenic and … Continue reading Hallelujah!
Rescue at the urgent care clinic
Had a lovely Christmas alone with the cats: my son's who i always take care of, and my mom's, who loved the unusual attention. I was sick with a UTI and at the ER on Monday morning, Christmas Eve, they kept me for 4 hours because of all the pain in my lower abdomen. They … Continue reading Rescue at the urgent care clinic
Rape
The problem with my marriage and motherhood is that it started with a rape. Mybex had me pinnrd diwn. Wevwerent using a ny orotection. H exoexmcted him to pull out. Then, at the last minute, he cried out, "Let me come deep inside you! Tell me you live me until the end of time! There … Continue reading Rape
Un.Bon.Mot 