Broken little left finger

Its about the littlest thing you can break. I said to the doctor, do we treat this or let it go? She said. "Oh yes we treat it." So i have a "cast" on it, an aluminum spongy stick that conforms to the finger and the side of my hand, held on by tape. Its … Continue reading Broken little left finger →

Good News!

My ex is back in the picture. He helped me with cash to continue to pursue my book publishing, it was delayed at the last moment by an inexcusable typo in the cover text, it was awful to have to resubmit the whole thing, i could have let the 4 interior typos go; but sending … Continue reading Good News! →

Medjugorge

Medjugorge, I hope I have spelled it right, is the site of apparitions of the Virgin Mary giving messages to the world since around 1981. I'll let my reader look it up for themselves, millions are following this. I discovered it upon going to the ER for psych intervention last Friday night. God willing, I … Continue reading Medjugorge →

Deepening Faith

Talked to my pstchiatrist about ny blessing sexual issues today. He is physically handicapped also so it will be interesting to see how this plays out, i am hoping for a blessing, a warm understanding. Anything else would be si cruel. I also told him of my deepening faith and he approached this withourmr a … Continue reading Deepening Faith →

Sometimes things come together

Back in 1995 it was the Talking Heads song "Stop Making Sense." We were living at a 3 br townhome in Germantown, Maryland, outside of D.C. At the time i wrote, "i see this place as from the sky, mapped out across the landscape like an integrated circuit. We were called here..." My life had … Continue reading Sometimes things come together →

“California, a Pro-Life Novel”

I am in the process of vetting this blog for illegal references as I am making it a platform for my book which will be coming out in the next week or so, I will put an alert here when it actually becomes available at the self-publisher website lulu.com. It will be available at Barnes … Continue reading “California, a Pro-Life Novel” →

More on Ill Today

On the theme of illness and insight, and being a prophet, i was taken for one at the hospital in Tampa in 2003 under Dr. Strangeman. It was an easy call to make. Later i said i was a genius, had a high IQ and they all got mad at me and i went into hiding. … Continue reading More on Ill Today →

Red alert

I funalky "have* the situation here. I was a disciplinary problem for both my mother and my teachers when i was a girl. I was emotionally blind and non-responsive, progressively dull and insensitive because if the being kneed in tbe crotch. I was a pervert. But i was extremely imtelligent. My father, who had his … Continue reading Red alert →

God Is

Eternity is happening all at once all the time. Thats how God works. So retroactivity is easy for Him and He holds the future in the palm of his hand. Thats how enormous His mind is. Awesome God. So live in peace.

Gotcha

My father was leaning over this way trying to grab ahold of me to hold against my mother and i refused him. Thats how it played out all these years. Im back at tbe dump looking to pick out a different life. I still remember that day in small town New Jersey south of Manhattan. … Continue reading Gotcha →