Im thinking about it. Im remembering being lost along a highway in NJ when i was 16. With a heavy backpack and no map. Taking a ride from a man in a van. I could have been killed. * Let me out of the car." I said. And he did. On an offramp into a … Continue reading Retroactive emancipation; more
Category: God’s goodness
Miraculous Medal
Miss Marie gave it to me yesterday and it is like when tbe second plane hit the Wirld Trade Center and President Bush took notice. First she taught me the Jesus prayer, "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner," and it opened up my world. Now i know that Mary … Continue reading Miraculous Medal
Retroactive Emancipation
Retroactive emancipation is perfect because it happens by law at 16. That's when i ran away from home. They left me at the house in NJ alone when they went on a two week hiking trip in New England. My brother took the station wagon and went to his girlfriend's house and i hadnt gotten … Continue reading Retroactive Emancipation
Sunday evening
Waiting on a call from an old friend. Made it to church today and it was very good. Recently i have been saying that if only i could have turned to religion instead of the psych world when i was young id have been much better off. And thats how i felt today. Like i … Continue reading Sunday evening
Tuesday evening
I missed partial hospital again today but the group leaders okayed it as promised and, God willing, i will go tomorrow. It was terribly stormy this morning and i felt weak in my groin from stress and laying in bed. Now it is near time for bed and i am feeling much better. I went … Continue reading Tuesday evening
Deep Rest
I have been sleeping ALL THE TIME since church last Sunday (today is Thursday.). Yesterday i made it to RCIA and then i went out to the supermarket in the evening just for the sake of getting out and staying up. So this morning i was so tired out from that that i turned over … Continue reading Deep Rest
A double post moment
This evening calls for two posts. Oh what a great comeback from desperate directions. Over the last week i came to experience the meaning of the expression, "up a shit creek without a paddle." I wondered, whats a person's rescue from that situation? Well, here is one; evidently a person has the necessary parts built into … Continue reading A double post moment
Omg im glad to be back
Omg im glad to be back. I went private 6 days ago because i referred my ex to my last post and then got scared he would direct my parents to it as hes caught up in this psychodrama through the banruptcy proceedings. But now it doesn't matter: the shit hit the fan anyway. Si … Continue reading Omg im glad to be back
Grounding
This blog is a good place to come to for grounding. When the shit is getting too thick and i cant see in front of me, I make time to come here and the ground opens up in front of me. What a day. It was a struggle to get out of bed, but once … Continue reading Grounding
Stuck in line at the opthalmologist
Its been an hour and 50 minutes. Im here for a diabetes eye check. Im realizing how badly my life is mortgaged to my health conditions. The diabetes is mild and i dont pay much attention to it. I just take the Metformin and try not to overdo the sweets and replace starch with protein. … Continue reading Stuck in line at the opthalmologist
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