Life has been too exciting! And too precious. I saw my son last Sunday (its the following Saturday today.) My parents didnt succeed in dissuading me from giving him a ride back to his residence down near Philadelphia, an hour and fifteen miunte highway drive. It was a pleasure. I realized how much i had … Continue reading Ive been away
Category: God’s goodness
Reunion
Its over. I didn't go. Im as sorry as anything. Even God is mad at me. He say i could have asked him to change His mind. He told me the better choice was not to go. We even had a rehearsal about this over an entirely different, much smaller question. Whether to take a … Continue reading Reunion
This One–Updated
Its late at night and i dont want to go to bed, although ive taken my nighttime meds, a handful of meds that usually knocks me out within about 20 minutes. Then, im out till about 4 in the morning. I want to see if i can blog myself out of this one in the … Continue reading This One–Updated
Fighting a deathly battle
It sickens me to report that my father is getting to me. McDonald's breakfast, they "forgot" the hash browns. They were trying to stage it, but i cut it short by going over to their side of the house before my mother got in from the barn where they park their Subaru SUV. I figured … Continue reading Fighting a deathly battle
Hutton Reunion–no
Well i really blew it. I mean, i did the right thing in tbe end, God showed me this morning what to do and i did it but that doesn't always make the path easier. My mother has been on a rampage since getting a visitor to heed her tears last week, she literally made … Continue reading Hutton Reunion–no
Hutton Reunion
On a brighter note it looks like i will be able to go to the 35th reunion this year. I havent made it to a single high school or college reunion all my life. I was a regular writer in to the Hutton red book which comes out every 5 years at reunion time for … Continue reading Hutton Reunion
Horse
Im finally getting it all figured out. My life in my family since i was 28 years imd has been dictated entirely by tbe death if my sister's horse. This is exactly as crazy as it sounds. They got a backhoe to BURY HER ON THE PROPERTY. (The horse, not my sister.) (Did i mention … Continue reading Horse
My Weight
I remember despairing down in St. Petersburg, Florida, when i heard somebody say on the radio they just had to "lose weight and quit smokimg." Thzt was what it came down to. I dont want to dismay my reader with a report of my weight except to say that for a long time it has … Continue reading My Weight
Hell Month
April--Hell month--is finally over. It spilled over into today: i had the apex of Hell month on Monday, the 30th, wben i saw my lawyer in the morning, after doing bloodwork first thing, then a yearly appointment with my PCP to catch up on this Hell Year-and-a-half of continuous hospitalization+boarding home. It was the 1s … Continue reading Hell Month
Pride
Reading C.S. Lewis, "Mere Christianity." It is an absolutely fabulous book. In it i find ALL my father's faith and life issues laid out (he has agreed to read it when im done) and my faith life is laid out on the table like a dissected frog. I just read the chapter on Pride as … Continue reading Pride
Un.Bon.Mot 