In the last few days i have written a class note at Hutton.edu, an email to my father (about sexual abuse), a thank you ketter to my doctor at the extended acute care unit i stayed on for 8 months before coming here; and numerous posts here. Last thing i remember, before neeting my ex … Continue reading Wow! I’m writing
Category: God’s goodness
Vindicated on the smoking porch
The young black male psych tech was caught at it. By dear wonderful med tech N (fighting the good fight for that word "wonderful.") The female tech out there whipped the lighter out if my hand. And then he used the word "vampire" and i was way ahead if him. I got Haribo sour vampire … Continue reading Vindicated on the smoking porch
Back to the nasty roommate
What makes it bad is that she is brought up as a Catholic. She knows all the prayers i am saying to myself and senses them. And can pull up a Catholic young girl, her younger self, in her defense. She knows my insecurity because she can see where my home cooked faith is bogus. … Continue reading Back to the nasty roommate
Desperate
Everything is well here. I have a place in time and space. Now what i am sensing is freedom from the abortions and right away i am taken back in time. At the risk of my anonymity i need to mention Jim M., PhD in Psychology, and Dr. P.R., Psychiatrist, whose ill will towards a … Continue reading Desperate
Roommate woes: now it’s serious
She has been on the phone for 3 DAYS STRAIGHT. I put my hands over my ears and fled the room. I complained to my caseworker but there's nothing she can do except mention it to her caseworker, who doesn't like me particularly, so she won't even embarrass her. Everything else is on the back … Continue reading Roommate woes: now it’s serious
Mending Fences with Black America: revised and updatedx10; Apology Retracted
NOTE: I found in the past that speaking openly in this matter moved the conversation forward so i do not remove this post even though i hesitate to leave it here. When i wrote to the Times about reverse prejudice in South Flirida, there was a plethora of commentary about the Black mans low self … Continue reading Mending Fences with Black America: revised and updatedx10; Apology Retracted
Doctors appointment
Im thrilled! I asked to see a doctor about my eye (and related female) spasms after posting like crazy about eye injuries and harm in my family, this weekend,and i asked again Monday morning. I had the worst morning ever this morning after wrestling with my pillow for hours last night, i just could get … Continue reading Doctors appointment
Torn
I was torn in the van ride over to partial hospital program this morning. The driver was using the spoken GPS guidance to get here. I exclaimed, "wow!" And thought of when I held the bright blue cell phone all lit up in lights that i had in Florida thinking, this is the culmination of … Continue reading Torn
Immanence
Subtitled Very Important Post Problem on the smoking porch continuing to be resolved alongside my OCD, and the DO, DO NOT voices with inception when I was refusing Zyprexa yet taking Topamax, the Topamax I am taking again now. I remember saying to myself on the psych ward, 1, i can't die for my cat … Continue reading Immanence
UTI plus
It turned out I was super constipated too. Generally these days i have to use a suppository for constipation about every 5 days and this time I went 6 days and last time I didn't go enough. So I was feeling a little boggy as well as being immobilized by the UTI. God bless my … Continue reading UTI plus
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