I remember looking up at my brother Steven as we were standing on the beach in Cape May. At that time I didn't know what the feeling was. TERRIFIED; he was the father of my child. It's finally coming out. We were in the boat. They had me drive. I felt like everybody could see … Continue reading Abortion
Category: God’s goodness
commitment
That word can mean such nice things. but it can also mean being placed involuntarily in a psychiatric setting. I have been running from this word for 42 years. I will follow the Lord.
About the sick sin of masturbation
in the Catholic church it is grave sin, in other words, mortal sin. My best guess is that that means you die of it; regarding Heaven and Hell I don't know. first of all, I am the WORST Christian. I came to it through t he back door, through terror of Satan, and don't have … Continue reading About the sick sin of masturbation
New blog up and running
Un.Bon.Mot. I like it. I've been transitioning... I've been making a change here as reflected in the site title and also simultaneously it reflects the huge change in my life now free of nasty wart-mole. buying furniture and appliances as necessary for this place is fun! I was living as a cave creature. I have … Continue reading New blog up and running
things happen
Steve. Moved to manhattan; a divorce, an apparent suicide. Maybe we'll never know. me. 5 suicides 4 dead babies. too much. there's no comeback from this but I do enjoy the more normal habits of daily living that I have here which I never observed before in my life and I am grateful to my … Continue reading things happen
actual alien encounter
it Is my duty to report what I have seen. I am taking all of the medications provided by my psychiatrist. when I was out in the woods... I don't remember it clearly or in sequence but I have the voice now to say what happened to me. I had forgotten a lot but now … Continue reading actual alien encounter
the truth at last
my mother is still living. they went their separate ways. it is no business of mine. but some aspects of the situation are. for 2 1/2 years I have not been told when everyone else knew. today I had the weirdest sense that I was communicating with her about how you have to clean up … Continue reading the truth at last
Feeling better
slept in until 10 after a large meal of red chicken Thai curry las5 night. It was exactly what I needed. I have been following the prompts and paying attention as to what to do to fix myself and finally I have left it all in the Lords's hands. This was ugly. moving forward with … Continue reading Feeling better
SHIT is a dangerous form of poison
I went out today in my car when I wasn't supposed to. I got a little wobbly at the beginning but the Lord pulled me out of it and therecwas no harm done. I had my car back and I just had to get out of the house! I was here alone without a car … Continue reading SHIT is a dangerous form of poison
Captain Ko
every ship has to have a captain and I remember from my very first hospitalization epwhen I had just turned 22 a woman older than me saying that she felt like we were on a boat. At the time I disdained her for this but I've grown up since then. I was on a ship … Continue reading Captain Ko
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