aliens

alien4 has been with me, also the Correctional Officer, to help me through this transition back to the real world. That's my level.through this, alien5 has been able to enter to help my father, I am looking for my drawing of him. Oh, I know, It sounds perfectly insane, but it is what it is. … Continue reading aliens →

the heart of the irony

...in the mental health system nationwide is so simple. Has anybody commented on this before? I saw this when I was at Philhaven watching someone have his rights explained to him while he was signing in. what on Earth is the meaning of a piece of paper signed by a person reporting himself to any … Continue reading the heart of the irony →

Specialness

when I lived here in the 80's (I identified as Berks County), there were 4 diagnoses: major depression, manic depression, schizophrenia, and borderline personality disorder. I always remember that poor fellow with horrible OCD being thrown out of the partial program that I was attending. Since then, things have changed. But those memories are indelible. … Continue reading Specialness →

a break on the horizon

someone who can break down these decades of disorganized persecution over a psych condition that was always in question. I used to say it was like walking into a doctors office with a broken leg and a headache from not sleeping and since the doctor is a psychiatrist he finds mental and mood disorders and … Continue reading a break on the horizon →

I will remove this swallowed, held, and choked up poop from the bathroom sink now. it was supposed to be a roast beef sandwich. 2 days later. I have continued to feel sick last night and today. the Lord has antidotes for me which I won't share but I feel confident I will be over … Continue reading →

Not just lonely but alone

at least I have my cats. it's a strange place here. I got so much done with everyone gone for 10 days. My father returns tomorrow. where's home? There are three people wondering about that right now and it all centers on this cottage. And old age and dying at a young age. bouff helps … Continue reading Not just lonely but alone →

My Workstation

11th

all cleaned up today.

waiting for the new housekeeper to return. pics only takes a minute

up to date

"I love this place. It cradles my energy." --"God's Poster Child for the Pro-Life Cause" I am in a state of transition, pulling through 30 years of a marriage that was already confusion. this is the most reasonable and true representation of my current status I can give. the problem is, after 6 weeks of … Continue reading up to date →

all choked up

I have adopted him but found out this morning that not only is he an unaltered male and scenting g things but he also he is sick. He is very thin and had liquid diarrhea this morning. I put him out after that until I could figure out what to do. he is a sweet … Continue reading all choked up →