Category: GRACE

Specialness

when I lived here in the 80's (I identified as Berks County), there were 4 diagnoses: major depression, manic depression, schizophrenia, and borderline personality disorder. I always remember that poor fellow with horrible OCD being thrown out of the partial program that I was attending. Since then, things have changed. But those memories are indelible. … Continue reading Specialness →

a break on the horizon

someone who can break down these decades of disorganized persecution over a psych condition that was always in question. I used to say it was like walking into a doctors office with a broken leg and a headache from not sleeping and since the doctor is a psychiatrist he finds mental and mood disorders and … Continue reading a break on the horizon →

Not just lonely but alone

at least I have my cats. it's a strange place here. I got so much done with everyone gone for 10 days. My father returns tomorrow. where's home? There are three people wondering about that right now and it all centers on this cottage. And old age and dying at a young age. bouff helps … Continue reading Not just lonely but alone →

up to date

"I love this place. It cradles my energy." --"God's Poster Child for the Pro-Life Cause" I am in a state of transition, pulling through 30 years of a marriage that was already confusion. this is the most reasonable and true representation of my current status I can give. the problem is, after 6 weeks of … Continue reading up to date →

vague

what happened to me at the hospitals in Reading and near Lebanon, looking back, was some sort of occult possession--in the demonic sense-- of both myself and every other person involved. it was related to the ghoul that I became 35 years ago after a minor overdose that almost took my life. Since then I … Continue reading vague →