Cromagnon woman

I asked people to call me that on the Tower Unit where they brought me after I was in the woods. Because people were making remarks about my looks. then I had this weird vision while I was lying in bed, it looked like how Christopher Reeves must have looked to himself if he looked … Continue reading Cromagnon woman →

aliens can be fragile containers too

no words

hello hello hello

saying goodbye to Florida and Alex he went away on a long, long, long term assignment and here she stays today, the Florida me. Thats me and my brother in the photo on the shelf. I'm different now. It's partly the Clozaril. I liked it but then I liked being off of it but then … Continue reading hello hello hello →

More Drawings from Philhaven

About My Father

My favorite dream when I was a little girl, the most special, was the Purple Throne Dream. The Throne was distant; magnificent. Where I was, near the Throne, at the bottom of the ocean, was a case full of pearls, rubies and other jewels, half buried in the sand. This 2as me and my father … Continue reading About My Father →

Do cats have souls?

I enquired about this of the Lord when I was tearing this place apart before being admitted to the hospital. the answer was " Yes." I didn't ask about any other animals. Like dogs. or the sacred Hindu cow. or horses or lions. (Would they be classified alongside cats or no?) something about cats is … Continue reading Do cats have souls? →

UNME contd

well I tried to suggest something in that post that didn't come out clearly at all. my psychotherapy started in the height of the years of accusations of sexual abuse, providers of all kinds were being yanked from ordinary practices and daycare into jail; and were let out years later as innocent. I was terrified … Continue reading UNME contd →

Love

I have a saying that I got through my psychotherapy in Florida; I don't know whether he said it to me, well, as I understand things now I do know that therapists and others do talk to us in our heads. He said to me, "Love is not a game or a joke." I said … Continue reading Love →