about Arab terrorists

there is the one I call “snowflake”—the original—the worst. because of how cold they are—how clean, how perfect, how enticing to an impressionable mind who has had enough of the sinful nature in American society. There are three religions who go to Yahweh: Jews, Muslims, and Christians; and Christians will always win in the end … Continue reading about Arab terrorists →

H.C.

...is a young lady of uncertain origin who tampered with my family--especially me--in ways that terrified me. My son came to me and then fled from me, not knowing where to turn. Ever since that night--it's been years--I've been fighting the battle of my life. It's been like Armageddon. I just forgot. The relationship ended … Continue reading H.C. →

Epiphanies

i dont know why I call them epiphanies but i do. The most important/worst was the "botch epiphany" when I got a shot that was supposed to be Abilify, an antipsychotic medication; but it didnt look like it. This was recently on the Tower Unit in Reading. And it made my eyes go bizarre. After … Continue reading Epiphanies →

a certain person x 2

...attached himself to me, I called him a stalker. I met him in Cambridge; he was from Lancaster. My family was in the process of moving here when I met him at a cafe. I knew it by my walk. It was so embarrassing. I complained about "walking with his little legs." He was very … Continue reading a certain person x 2 →

The difference between the truth and a lie

Sometimes you don't know any more. In this brilliant nation full of people of so many different races, colors, and creeds, and languages, it can be hard to judge a person's honesty, their words, their expressions are difficult to discern by 12 people similarly of different races, colors, and creeds, and languages. For instance, my … Continue reading The difference between the truth and a lie →

Reprieve

When I was carrying Ian, I was looking forward to the moment of delivery, which I dreaded, and no further. I just needed to hold onto him long enough to get him safely out of my body so that he could live. Beyond that, I couldn't see an inch. I held it as distinct possibility … Continue reading Reprieve →

black & white

...is irrelevant in this regard. It's going to happen quickly. It's all about the ALIEN project. Of there isn't one, one needs to start. At NASA I couldn't draw a picture because it is a sacred image. But here is one I drew at Philhaven: It was coming through me to reach my father who … Continue reading black & white →

St. Faustina’s Divine Mercy Chaplet

For everybody in America today who is going through this Easter with serious sin on their soul, I will be praying St. Maria Faustina Kowalska's Divine Mercy Chaplet in a bit. Lord bless and keep us all.

Learning about Christ Jesus

through rough and tumble: this was me once: I believed in God but didn't know it. I cussed and laughed at people who were hurting. To a point that as quite insane. I was called on it by a friend once. About "love-hate" relationships. He said they were crazy. I am reminded of something I … Continue reading Learning about Christ Jesus →

I love you, My Son

I woke up and tried to find you in my head and you don't appear to be here. I am working on posts about WWII in Japan. Now I know why people don't talk about it. I just never considered how bad it was. Words I read in history textbooks in high school did not … Continue reading I love you, My Son →