After posting here about the National Emergency i received a letter from the RNC asking for a vote of support and funds. The latter i dont have, i sent a check for 5 dollars. I fell all over myself checking boxes. It was kind of silly. Next thing i know Donal Trump is slashing Social … Continue reading Trump
Category: Mental Journeys
Motivational problem
Here i am, upstairs in the cottage on a winter day, with the space heater on hi next to my old fashioned wing chair. one cat on the bed beside me and the other underneath it: Tanner and Travis. They are constantly fighting over the attention they get from me and so it is now. … Continue reading Motivational problem
Ex-sister-in-law
How do i handle her? I knew that she meant trouble for me, my brother and my family within a few minutes of meetiing her. She was a Colunbia University Comp Lit graduate and a Mabhattsn socialite. She caught the Seiko wristwatch and the Harvard grad sister and saw the opportunity she was looking for. … Continue reading Ex-sister-in-law
Writing; Fighting
The clouds out my newly cleared out window look like punctuation: two small dark ones over a small white one. Today i am writing my heart out. I am writing for my son's life. I an writing for my salvation. I am wirking on my book. My therapist directed me to Ephesians 6: 10-20 The … Continue reading Writing; Fighting
Terror
With my mother and me terror is always a factor. I am looking--in my mind--at the video footage of my son that i described in my last post--sick and disoriented. And it strikes me as a reflection of reacting with a sexually damaged Mom. That my mother just fostered our actual telatuonshio. But NO! My … Continue reading Terror
Up All Night
I was up ALL NIGHT last night, laying still in the dark. My sister and her husband were here, and my son canceled a date in order be here to see them. Something horrible happened. Well, it happened some 18 years ago. Thats the trouble I'm having. It feels like its happening now and i … Continue reading Up All Night
Visit from my Sister
Well! I havent been here for well over a month. My book has 48 pages si far and i am roughing in headers. My sister and her husband are here fir tge weekend and the proof of the Holy Spirit has shown itself. I saw my sister and my mothers closeness and that there was … Continue reading Visit from my Sister
National Emergency; delayed post from Feb 18
Yes, the southern border wall crisis is a national energency. We need to protect the quality of life that is so enviable. Yes there is a humanitarian crisis swelling up from the South. Their humanitarian crisis is our nationsl emergency. We cant handle the load.
Pnuemonia
My life has gpne to a place where things have no meaning. Pneomonia from breathing in the fine down from a leaky comforter . Ive been deathly ill for 8 days. Naturally my mother ignored me. Today at 400 i got up and went out to Dunkin Donuts just to get out of the housr. … Continue reading Pnuemonia
Book
He finally got to me about the book. I started him writing, i helped him write; thats fine. But his "insights" come from his conversations with me over MANY YEARS and i DO NOT take kindly to this. He took it for free. I am talking about my father. He said that an old colleague … Continue reading Book
Un.Bon.Mot 