So at 56 i have finally found my way out of the bix. My sister found it at age 13. She USED ME. I renember the monent, and that i felt like id climbed behind a rovk id nevrr find the way around. My brother took my mother on wben he was 18 and hus … Continue reading It is well with my soul
Category: Mental Journeys
Down to the wire
Well its the last moments of a life passage thats been going down here for the last several weeks. I just went to the supermarket and i funally heard that "still, small voice that everybody always taljs about. It said "be still." And i suddenly realuzed, my life is in order.
The miracle that was completely real
A good post for a Sunday. Since i didnt make it to Church. I have kept getting intimations that it will all end with love, and not to forget this. All these horrible trials with my mother and father. And last night/this morning it did. I came home from last minute clothes shopping and when … Continue reading The miracle that was completely real
Situation
Now ive got this situation. "We've decided to go to the opera today," my mother said at about 11:30. And then i put it together a few minutes ago. Theyve been "battening down the hatches" as rhis Kavenaugh hearing progressed and they got tbeir cue last night: the judge will be confirmed. 1 for all … Continue reading Situation
***Pro-Life Mailing***
lulu.com California, a Pro-Life Novel with Jesus Loves Unborn Children, a Pro-Life Blog was mailed to top 10 pro-choice organizations in America. Buy it at the lulu.com online bookstore above. Here is the letter and a list of the recipients. Letter Abbyhillonline P.O.Box 97 Trexlertown, PA 18087 September 30, 2018 … Continue reading ***Pro-Life Mailing***
Teeth yanked
Just got 3 teeth yanked. It hurt but it felt good because they were bad teeth. I was clenching my pelvis, because the pain goes right through it. Now im sitting on the couch in rhe cottage spitting blood and saliva into tissues. This is the one time the extra spit from the medication Clozaril … Continue reading Teeth yanked
Forever at Last
Today i put on nail polish. I found it in the box if things from the home that had been left untouched, when i was stuck in without my car the other night. The roofers are outside on ladders and there are no curtsins on my windows, so, THANK YOU, GOD! Thats another day that … Continue reading Forever at Last
Help Help
Hes doing it to me. My mother was exposed and he covered her over by attacking me. I was waiting all day for her to take me to the auto repair shop so he took over. He called me crazy--just used the word and let it hang in rbe air--and tbe repair guy said i … Continue reading Help Help
Patience
I am waiting on sonething very important. In the meantime the Lord gave me something wonderful to do. (Oh and yes, i hereby reclaim that word "wonderful" to be redeemed from what the Governor of New York made of it back in tbe 2000s. (Was it the Governor who went to jail on vice charges?) … Continue reading Patience
My ex husband a social revolutionary
"Every Cloud..." went to the production team a few days ago. The interior is complete, i am still gathering together the materials for the cover. I put in a line on the back cover about being married to a social revolutionary. I think i took it out when i made a preliminary attempt to shorten … Continue reading My ex husband a social revolutionary
