God Help Me

Wow. God is so good. Two huge trajectories in my life are coming into play, one seemed to leave me nowhere without a son or a family, Poof, tbe other caught us and held ys safe. One was the Tracey T. Problem, which i have written about before: finally it is all pmayed our, leaving … Continue reading God Help Me →

Yesterday

As i suspected it would, life here is turning out to be boring. Wonderful things are happening spiritually: i am forgiving my parents for everything and i believe my farher is about to turn tbe corner of faith. But from the day to day hum drum i have lost the excitement if the constant peril … Continue reading Yesterday →

Eye Surgery

All bets are off until noon. My mother is having cataract surgery. Its very difficult. My moving in here fell in the midst if both parents having surgery on both eyes. It seems im always an inconvenience to my mother and father. Trying to resolve this. My father bought me a new laptop yesterday, and … Continue reading Eye Surgery →

Long Days Journey into Night

Gruelling day. Thank God this move happened around Easter Sunday. Everything fell into place around the profound faith of the pastor i watched online at 930 this morning, i lost the worst of my sin. I have never connected to Jesus before in such a profound way--the bliidvthe oain the suffering flrdh if our redeemer: … Continue reading Long Days Journey into Night →

At Home with Travis and Tanner

I have exchanged 60 friends for the love of 2 cats. They are still sniffing me and my belongings. I explained to Travis about God when he crawled under me when i was on my knees praying, now hes head butting tbe pbone. Instant boredom. I knew i would face it. I thought there would … Continue reading At Home with Travis and Tanner →

Hallelujah

Leaving this place in an hour. As i say my goodbyes, make paths straight in the Lord and finish packing, it just dawned on me that my son has come to faith. He is living in a setting like this wbere it is natural to speak of God, and be did so to me in … Continue reading Hallelujah →

Last Day, 3

Struggling with the question, should i give out ny number? My son in my mind says No and i just asked God to tell me one way or the other and he said No. Women arent asking. 2 staffers, (women) asked, one if them isnt permitted, the other i will certainly call. Of tbe residents … Continue reading Last Day, 3 →

Last Day; 2

Well in the end all i am on my last day is a woman who had an abortion. I was going to say, a really bad abortion. But all abortions are really bad. I started thinking about it yesterdasy. It spoiled one if my goodbyes. Today, my last day, is Good Friday. I guess thats a … Continue reading Last Day; 2 →

My Last Day

Tomorrow and afterwards, i will be posting from my Mom and Dads home a half hour from here. I fear that i will become BORING. The high points of my day will be to interact with my sons cats. I most likely wont even be able to go to Clubhouse, the program for MH clients … Continue reading My Last Day →

Spooky Day

Back at the home, came back early this morning because the med techs forgot to pack my morning meds. Felt like a ghost here at first, then tbe day warmed up to me. I was dying to go back for good tomorrow but my guiding voices tell me to stay until the 31st (Saturday.) Mostly … Continue reading Spooky Day →