Vindicated on the smoking porch

The young black male psych tech was caught at it. By dear wonderful med tech N (fighting the good fight for that word "wonderful.") The female tech out there whipped the lighter out if my hand. And then he used the word "vampire" and i was way ahead if him. I got Haribo sour vampire … Continue reading Vindicated on the smoking porch →

Back to the nasty roommate

What makes it bad is that she is brought up as a Catholic. She knows all the prayers i am saying to myself and senses them. And can pull up a Catholic young girl, her younger self, in her defense. She knows my insecurity because she can see where my home cooked faith is bogus. … Continue reading Back to the nasty roommate →

Desperate

Everything is well here. I have a place in time and space. Now what i am sensing is freedom from the abortions and right away i am taken back in time. At the risk of my anonymity i need to mention Jim M., PhD in Psychology, and Dr. P.R., Psychiatrist, whose ill will towards a … Continue reading Desperate →

Roommate woes: now it’s serious

She has been on the phone for 3 DAYS STRAIGHT. I put my hands over my ears and fled the room. I complained to my caseworker but there's nothing she can do except mention it to her caseworker, who doesn't like me particularly, so she won't even embarrass her. Everything else is on the back … Continue reading Roommate woes: now it’s serious →

Mending Fences with Black America: revised and updatedx10; Apology Retracted

NOTE: I found in the past that speaking openly in this matter moved the conversation forward so i do not remove this post even though i hesitate to leave it here. When i wrote to the Times about reverse prejudice in South Flirida, there was a plethora of commentary about the Black mans low self … Continue reading Mending Fences with Black America: revised and updatedx10; Apology Retracted →

Roommate Woes–updated

I tried to get the day alone because partial hospital program was so hard yesterday and my neck and back and who knows what else were spasming last night and I woke up with bad pain. Well at least they are going to get me to the doctor as of this morning's report. So i … Continue reading Roommate Woes–updated →

I’m back

There's been a lot of hoopla since last night about my involvement with my undergraduate literary magazine, i finally accepted that i had to do it because I was 'tapped' and it was an honorable thing to do. (I served as 'Presudent' for a year when the magazine was failing, because there was no one … Continue reading I’m back →

Drained

My job this past weekend was to rest but i was drawn to blog for about 7 hours on Saturday. Too much happenrd in my mind, the cart started to push the horse so i had better stop before i hate my blog. Posting from a cellphone is tricky, it helps you pay careful atterntion … Continue reading Drained →

Torn

I was torn in the van ride over to partial hospital program this morning. The driver was using the spoken GPS guidance to get here. I exclaimed, "wow!" And thought of when I held the bright blue cell phone all lit up in lights that i had in Florida thinking, this is the culmination of … Continue reading Torn →

“Arghhhhh, my eyes!” CAUGHTx2 A Long Post; edited for clarity

The Lord is waking me up this morning with attention to my eyes. The title represents me some 20 years ago screaming on a psych ward because my eyes were spasming. I hadn't connected yet about the sexual injury in fact I'm just connecting right now that eye function is closely intertwined with brain function … Continue reading “Arghhhhh, my eyes!” CAUGHTx2 A Long Post; edited for clarity →