embarrassment

Sometimes one bad thing solves something worse/ I ran to the front door in my skivvy nighty with a corduroy short covering it because I was waiting for a delivery that I was afraid my father would refuse the delivery. He was stuck out back and didn't have time to do anthing. It is a … Continue reading embarrassment →

Kent School, Connecticut

We used to vacation at Lake Waramaug near New Preston, CT, and my parents discovered that there was a boarding school nearby. It was about a minute before whey decided to A send us to boarding school and B be definitely interested in Kent, especially because of the equestrian program. In other words, my mother … Continue reading Kent School, Connecticut →

MEME for Lynne-medical

oh, and also pre-diabetic taking care of my own healthcare needs has always been a fulltime job. NOT one that i would relinquich to anybody else at this point in time. the reason for all of this started with weird "mental OCD" deemed by Dr. Reading in Tampa, chief psychiatrist at USF Psychiatry, an Australian … Continue reading MEME for Lynne-medical →

Memes

there should be 2 here . The EVE meme for everthing thats happened since late Octpber laat year and another for a story which i hate to dredge up, about an older woman from Texas and a Viet Nam vet the same age who thought i was a horrible person for disliking it when she … Continue reading Memes →

turnaround

so, I went through the worst MH moment on record after taking a seemingly insignificant overdose in 2015 (?). I just had the weirdest, irresistible urge to put pills in my mouth and the urge finally won on my parents anniversary. I was j7s5 sitt8ngvthere at the dining room table where I k4pt all the … Continue reading turnaround →

gaslighting

I just looked up the meaning of this expression the other day .and I finally understand what has going on. Its a specialized form of harassment and persecution. I just looked it up again to be sure of myself. it is of concern to the American Psychological Assocation and it is described as the manipulation … Continue reading gaslighting →

aliens

uhhhhgg if you believe in aliens you can come to my inner, 250 year old, door, which stands open; where this sign is perpetually posted. ecstatic today as my glass dr table was delivered!!!

now…

now I know where I am. Now I know what this is about. It's about Coco(a) the mouse we adopted in Florida. She was the last of the litter and a fat little mouse (sort of like me) so they were willing to let me have her. Maybe nobody else would have picked her. Actually, … Continue reading now… →

Goodness in the Act Team

How on earth would I ever have gotten through the last 4 (?) weeks without them? Yes I was very scared leaving my life in the hands of complete strangers. But there is a miraculous change here, the wart/mole change. People don't just walk away any more and they dont ud3avtgody I dy ever did. … Continue reading Goodness in the Act Team →

I Love My Cats

Alibi won't go away, he is more and more persistent. Tanner was stuck outside all night. It was cool, almost frosty. I had to let Tanner in and keep Alibi out. I have been told in earnest please NOT to let him and especially NOT to feed him. HE so earnestly insists the opposite! I … Continue reading I Love My Cats →