I asked people to call me that on the Tower Unit where they brought me after I was in the woods. Because people were making remarks about my looks. then I had this weird vision while I was lying in bed, it looked like how Christopher Reeves must have looked to himself if he looked … Continue reading Cromagnon woman
Category: Psychiatry
hello hello hello
saying goodbye to Florida and Alex he went away on a long, long, long term assignment and here she stays today, the Florida me. Thats me and my brother in the photo on the shelf. I'm different now. It's partly the Clozaril. I liked it but then I liked being off of it but then … Continue reading hello hello hello
Got pissed on
Got pissed on and left in the woods. Because of THE CLAW. At the psych hospital they drove me out of control I had just had an encounter with an alien and I was trying to figure out who to talk to, what to do. But there was nobody to help. I cant remember how … Continue reading Got pissed on
More Drawings from Philhaven
Do cats have souls?
I enquired about this of the Lord when I was tearing this place apart before being admitted to the hospital. the answer was " Yes." I didn't ask about any other animals. Like dogs. or the sacred Hindu cow. or horses or lions. (Would they be classified alongside cats or no?) something about cats is … Continue reading Do cats have souls?
Difficult Sister Act
my sister just wound up her Ph.D. that's been going along in the background for a couple of years. Claire does not like me. Claire likes to use me. And people love to support her in this. Even during the going on 29 years that I was a desperate mother. They joke about me. it's … Continue reading Difficult Sister Act
UNME contd
well I tried to suggest something in that post that didn't come out clearly at all. my psychotherapy started in the height of the years of accusations of sexual abuse, providers of all kinds were being yanked from ordinary practices and daycare into jail; and were let out years later as innocent. I was terrified … Continue reading UNME contd
A Man a Monster
this is about my father, a one-time derring-do, a Robin Hood, a Jack Sparrow; a Bond; James Bond. what happened? God checked in with me around this time last year and said He was ANGRY. I understood but I didn't. What it was about. And then I was all over the place online and wound … Continue reading A Man a Monster
organic personality disorder
with complications of Major Depression, bizarre and disabling OCD, and destructive PTSD, especially as related to the psych ward; after my last stay I simply can't be on one every again. and then there are serious physical complaints, new ones. My legs and feet hurt so much I can barely walk, and I was guessing … Continue reading organic personality disorder
un.bon.mot
shoulda named it as such! but it was late at night and I was so tired [italics] As I get myself together after eight months [bold] in horrible hospitals, I begin to be EXCITED. TWO n a half WEEKS putting my life back together is beginning to resolve; but I'm still fearful. The thing about … Continue reading un.bon.mot
Un.Bon.Mot 