about Arab terrorists

there is the one I call “snowflake”—the original—the worst. because of how cold they are—how clean, how perfect, how enticing to an impressionable mind who has had enough of the sinful nature in American society. There are three religions who go to Yahweh: Jews, Muslims, and Christians; and Christians will always win in the end … Continue reading about Arab terrorists →

Oh, and another thing

"The reports of my death have been greatly exaggerated." ??Author? (Mark Twain?) I believe my mother and father have collected several death certificates on me. They believe I am gone, bribe the coroner and get a death certifate prior to my actual death which doesn't come. Generally my mother created the suicide attempts and kept … Continue reading Oh, and another thing →

regarding this lawsuit against JHH University Psych Ward

Let me mention a psychologist who was key in dragging me out of that mess some 15 to 20 years later: both the mess that was there in the first place, starting with the BAD psychologist NJ and the secondary and widespreading mess that was generated by my stay at Hopkins after I had had … Continue reading regarding this lawsuit against JHH University Psych Ward →

Romans 3:23

"for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." My crimes have been mental and relational, in other words, I have hurt people. I have drawn hatred upon myself for not knowing better, and persisting in it. Like "the claw"--recently. I don't really remember and I don't know whether I didn't quit … Continue reading Romans 3:23 →

Joann Morris

...a Saint There were a few I named at Haven Hospital Tower Unit in Reading and I just thought of Joann and I absolutely have to say that she was one out of that mysterious time in South Florida. It lasted for a long time. And Shu would want her privacy and Susan and Tammy … Continue reading Joann Morris →

more on the Advocate

So, I am hearing in my mind that the Advocate is among those who want to sue me for using their name so much. Well. how about the two pigs on the cover of the board's first issue, standing for me and the publisher? We were there for your hire you assumed, David B wisely … Continue reading more on the Advocate →

Kent School, Connecticut

We used to vacation at Lake Waramaug near New Preston, CT, and my parents discovered that there was a boarding school nearby. It was about a minute before whey decided to A send us to boarding school and B be definitely interested in Kent, especially because of the equestrian program. In other words, my mother … Continue reading Kent School, Connecticut →

Trauma on the Psych Ward

First of all, I am just adoring that I can post. This beautiful new computer feels just like a typewriter in the old days and I'm clearing things just like I would have... So, this is what needs to be said here that I just couldn't say before. About the horrifying image that came to … Continue reading Trauma on the Psych Ward →

I remember the tree that I almost kissed but just short on 309 South on the way to Tamp (lol!)

I had boycotted my mother's wake/luncheon. It would have been worse if I went. I was on a weird new anti-psychotic medication, I had been transitioning for ages with no positive result. So I stopped it, got in the car and made left turns until I figured out where to go. THE WORST THING was … Continue reading I remember the tree that I almost kissed but just short on 309 South on the way to Tamp (lol!) →

another meme

sub memes moving out soon-- hence the messy upper room in the pics. Meme for Lynne at a Harvard: speaks for itself. next, the mouse and the toad: wounded soldiers. Sometimes they NEVER get remembered but i know i owe it to the animal kingdom for my survival. the human ones, thats different.