Waiting to hear from a source I don't know which for a referral to a psychiatrist. It's been 10 years that I have been trying to get in to see a competent psychiatrist in the Berks/Lehigh area. Most of the time I have been scrambling from doctor to doctor getting my meds. There was one … Continue reading Problem day →

Thats a song, "On a clear day you can see forever." i see Arizona: the desert and the mountains. i wish I could go back. that is something my husband gave to me. we came back east and we were nothing. the eastern climate doesnt suit me. Or the southeastern, i.e. Florida, et cetera. California … Continue reading A Clear Day →

I have been thinking this out and I saw that it came down to the thermometer. A house without a thermometer is not a safe house for a child. And I puzzled that out for a while and didn't know how to figure it. Because Ian and I got along without one. I could only … Continue reading Regarding So, so sorry: more →

I am, so so sorry, but I sense that I am also being wrongfully accused. The specific and stated reason for my son to be at AFA was that I was too ill to take care of him properly. For one thing, I was smoking four packs a day and sleeping erratically, 2 hours on … Continue reading Regarding So, so, sorry →

I am in tears. I just learned that I child who I hosted for a weekend when my son was at Admiral Farragut Academy has died. I don't even know what to say. He got ill when he was staying with us, it was obvious that he was ill even before he came and I … Continue reading So so sorry →

weird things the tablet--like the stone tablets Moses walked down Mount Sanai with the upper room here, where I spend most of my time; like the upper room where Jesus and the disciples stayed for the last supper and where the Holy Spirit descended upon all the disciples after He was gone. weird So, I … Continue reading Tablet →

There was an ALIEN SIGHTING in Berks County PA around October 2021. I was asked to attend. As it happened in the upper room of the cottage here where I reside. I had been living with surveilled electronic devices--computer, cell phone, tablet, et cetera, cameras, mikes, as my extremely aged father is a control freak … Continue reading RECAP →

Ts been awhile n I wasn't supposed to say. Iws telling everyone n there were pictures on thwall t the hospital tht all looked like personal places n my old horse was there. Nd I saw one leading to a bad place n never looked at it further. I realized they were showing me NOT … Continue reading Stumbled on something →