People on earth dont like them. Bit they need to learn to, because we are here to help with the restructuring from the pandemic, which has left us in a global lake. They are everywhere.

,,,an old friend she is very old she is Lebanese and part of the government there. we went on a trip to New York together once long ago. she asked me to pass on a word here in America about death and how they talk about it privayely in Beirut. i believe that this little … Continue reading visit with Mrs. Massad →

my father always told me i was pretty and accentuated that my middle name, Helen, was for Helen of Troy, famous for her beauty and a war being fought because of rivalry for her between two princes; and of course the famous Trojan Horse. Somewhere along the way i cottoned on that i wasnt all … Continue reading “if a face could launch a thousand ships….” (song by Bread) →

What people here don't understand about me is that not only before i moved hear in rhe 80s but after i left in 1991, i had been so many places. i moved here in 86 after cracking up in Cambridge in '86. My parents had just moved here from NJ. i was born here in … Continue reading Political Sympatico →

Then, there was the schoolbus that i drove right by when it was stopped with its red flashers on. I just didnt ev e n see it. Nonone was hurt. The schoolbus pulled over and a ll the young children were hamging out the windows screaming at me and pointing at me. I drove on … Continue reading schoolbus →

im at a place where i see in perfect contrast the 28 year old woman i was who was asked to co-judge a writing contest at the library my mother helped to build while I was in the state hospital. i chose two stories, one was a somewhat rambling but npw ig hr didnt thenut … Continue reading Hurt →

these assholes hurt my cats

I am in grave danger.

i post on a tablet as my site on my laptop went funny. so, just now i thought, how weird, Moses brought down the law from the mountain on stone tablets. so, i thought of the stuff and junk ive put up on this Tablet since i bought it 7 years ago and i wonde … Continue reading Tablet →

misquoted from Elton John so, when I first moved to the Tamoa Bay Area with Alex and Ian, it was 1998, a Harvard Reunion Year, which meant a "Red Book"-the class notes--was being put out, and everyone was being asked to contribute a blurb about their lives since the last reunion. I always got into … Continue reading “These fragile times will age.” →