this is the first world where citizens have rights. like, the right to get into bad at night and sleep until morning eithout fear. the right to both sets of keys to the car they own. the right to live and consume food and drink without harassment. Even if they are overweight. the right, in … Continue reading Brass Tacks →

packing to go. bit the illusion of a check proves to be nothing. I dont feel silly because things have been leading up to this but i do feel impotent. there were 3 possubilitirs for a million $$$bucks TODAY, The POPE for my persecution within the local church. My ex because he abandoned me. NASA … Continue reading Suitcases? →

Tonight i find myself ready to sound like she must have felt when i made that comment about about her some years ago. Exhausted by serious responsibilities. My ptoblem was a rodent likely to die and rot and smell behind the sofa: the two cats were dying to get him out and i was trying … Continue reading About the chipmunk under the couch and “the guile of a Nancy Pelosi” →

Two days ago I was in a deep panic not just about this blog but about my life. For various and specific reasons i feared for me and my father. i didnt know what to do except pull down the blog. I really thought i was going to have to close it. I handed the … Continue reading About the Post “Blog Closed” →

The Hopkins lawsuit will not be settled. i am not authorized to settle and i am not authorized to let anybody to whom i relinquish the practical matters to settle. The amount remains at $850,000.000 as shown to me by God in prayer. I am also not authorized to orchestrate a secondary and tertiary lawduit … Continue reading Hopkins Lawsuit →

They are a good, a pruduct somethimg valuable. i used to feel so guilty and ashaned--when they started taxing them out of existence. The Lord asked me to put up this post when I was able and here is a lull. Current medicine has far too much sway over our lives. Remember Hemingway? Did he … Continue reading ABOUT CIGARETTES →

Im a little shakey right now on why i decided to close my blog. It was good to close it for 48 hours but now i had to come back. For a reason. I realize that at the heart of the agony of the last year and a half is a whistleblower report that i … Continue reading My apologies →

This blog and associated blogs including posts at blogger.com are now CLOSED. The material involved has become too sensitive and I need to guard my privacy and the privacy of orhers. Thankyou for your patient and kind support of many years. i am writing this prmarily so that nobody can post to this blog in … Continue reading BLOG CLOSED →

...was about to be extinguished today. i said about my relationship with him--about 2 years ago--"it got bad at the end." Maybe he wasnt a Nobel Prize winner, maybe he was a Saint. Maybe he didnt want to be either. Then, it got REALLY bad at the end and I really wanted God's promise to … Continue reading A beautiful soul… →

ive experienced it many times but i always came back. Also many poisonings. but right now i have to talk about dentistry. its like the Movie Pbiladelphia from a decade or more ago, aboit a gay man dying from aids, "The social death precedes the atual death." It's been happening to me for 37 years, … Continue reading Sudden Death →