the paper trail

its actually beginning to clear after a fumbling beginning heee a t WordPress back in aound 2009. the last moments of it were the wotst and the best. I was actually able to feel the grunge going off of me instead of being numb to it; the first hit only took 20 minutes to half … Continue reading the paper trail →

Broken Neck

They broke my damn neck. At Haven Pagoda Unit. Before they dumped me in the woods. I get awful pain my neck and my head hangs. I won't live. It comes and goes. So, i blew off some " old shit?" On another site. All night long. I just shut 8t down for the time … Continue reading Broken Neck →

Long night

Cameo me tonight crying for an old friend who may be dying. me and Ian both. My son is a very brilliant man. He has taught me many things in the last few weeks, months, we had a counsel who was so kind and wise. I have been posting on blogger.com but they won't let … Continue reading Long night →

Finally!

I figured out a week or two ago how to explain my condition and I forgot about it but it just came back to me. I have a disorder of my reflexes. At one point it was generalized over absolutely every nervous impulse and it was completely disabling. I explained it as occurring as a … Continue reading Finally! →

Lawyers?

Lawyers interesting in joining a team to sue Johns Hopkins University Medical Center on my behalf and on the behalf of other mental patients like me for $850,000,000, please contact me at this email: lmurphymack5@abbyhillonline My name is Lynne Murphy I would ask for enough to live on, some for my son, who has been … Continue reading Lawyers? →

Joann Morris

...a Saint There were a few I named at Haven Hospital Tower Unit in Reading and I just thought of Joann and I absolutely have to say that she was one out of that mysterious time in South Florida. It lasted for a long time. And Shu would want her privacy and Susan and Tammy … Continue reading Joann Morris →

Brenda

was really my son's friend, not mine. She helped me for his sake. In Florida there were about four families in a neighborhood of about 10 blocks who all pitched in together to make things good for our kids.They were all Godsends to me. I won't name them, it was purely private. We all got … Continue reading Brenda →

Brenda Randolph

A woman I loved. Germantown, MD 1995-1996 She took care of my son when I couldn't. It was a pure act of love. I don't know what else to say. I don't want to poison it with money but if this lawsuit against Hopkins ever gets underway and If I can find you i will … Continue reading Brenda Randolph →

learning

At Wernersville State Hospital in the mid-80's. the seed of a Godly woman was planted in me. It was a painful process for me, and a painful process for others. Fruition has taken 35 years. I was just singing in the shower as if I had done so all the days of my life. Myown … Continue reading learning →

Mark Smith

Mark Smith is a beautiful friend I had at WSH/WSU. Things got complicated when I met a man I could marry. I had the parts to support a man in a career and I desperately wanted to. I wanted to have children and bring them up as I had been brought up or at least … Continue reading Mark Smith →