...is always better than a lie. my spirit: thats my spirit, Reading PA, 1987, so hungry and thin i was about to die. My parents made me a ward of the state. In two years i had fourteen admisions to R-1 psych ward at the Reading hospital and several more to Saint Jos in Reading. … Continue reading The truth →

here to post my sons spirit and mine if i am able. here is ians (again) with a strong hint of his father's uncle who won a Distinguished Flying Cross for flying over Germany back to England in WWII in a damaged plane. I am mistaken that these are Canadian colors, they are red and … Continue reading Better Now →

Neck still doesn't hurt. This was a miraculous healing. I can see where the cortisone shots to my knees slowly unraveled the pain in all the joins and hurt places all over my body. Its been ? a few months now and the pain was getting worse and worse and I couldn't even go out … Continue reading Disoriented →

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these two cats that my son adopted have adopted me. I have finally arrived at my own true life estate. I am a woman struggling all my life with organic personality disorder without anybody's understanding this. Everybody knew there was something wrong and there were many different understandings of this. Negative people took advantage in … Continue reading status update →

afraid to sleep. mother and son lamp and a messy table i have decorated this place to honor my mother and father and all they want to do is bump me off.. it was filled with junk. 40 year furniture ripped up by the cats. It is time for me to go now butt i … Continue reading up all night →

Dear Alex, also, you used my credentials AND my father's to advance yourself in a way that nobody else could beat. Maybe I wasn't the best house keeper but I was always there for you. I apologize for nor letting you get a Porsche but I just thought it was poor priorities as we needed … Continue reading Dear Alex →