SICK

my sister Claire is a very sick person. it happened to me and i know what it's like. but she needs to stop spending her time faking evidence for my father's uses against me. And herself. and interfering in my son's life.

next step.

I grieve for my father and the life that we had. I grieve for the person, the man that he was. We sacrificed. Because he was doing things that were important. Hopkins trashed all that. my father offered to punch me and my mother picked up Ian and fled here to the cottage where I … Continue reading next step. →

Arriving at Conclusions.

my father deserves a reprieve from anything he has said and done since Hopkins thst was questionable as he was disabled by the stroke and wasn't getting any help. Hopkins put my mother in chsrge and she didnt hsndle it appropriately.. it is hard to imagine how things could have happened differently as things went … Continue reading Arriving at Conclusions. →

The reason

I am obligated to report that I did, as I said, see thousands of aliens planning to swarm the Haven Hospital in Reafing and the world at large from very far away and they turned around and went back.

Nervous

n I don't know why. something I did, don't know why. n the Lord won't take it off of me. don't know who I am anything could happen and I might not be ready to handle it. water over the bridge that oughtn't to have been. after a lifetime or half of one I screwed … Continue reading Nervous →

take courage

I was asked to not post here for a while and I was observing this; with good results. but I have to report here that I have come out in force about MY ALIEN ENCOUNTER. I reported it to the appropriate authorities. I saw that that was my responsibility especially as a Havard-Radclife CLGS.. things … Continue reading take courage →

a short life in pictures

Me, at 13, a nerd Kent Scool graduation 1979. I don't know where I am in this picture but I know that I was lost. It was a sad day for me. But the parties up and down the northeast coast for the next few weeks were thrilling. almost as exciting as graduating (a year … Continue reading a short life in pictures →

the new MH System: another Saint

it started at the Horsham Clinic. I barely got out of there alive. I almost got to Wernersville in the wrong way at the wrong time. Saint Bonnie Lynn pulled a trick that enabled my fragile CONFIDENCE so that I could stand up to the MH System I got home ready to face my father's … Continue reading the new MH System: another Saint →

last gasp re Hopkns, the MENTAL impact

or lack thereof. The first night I was there Lipsey made the point to me that "an idle mind is the Devil's workshop." and then just dropped it. I spent the next 28 years of my life figuring it out for myself. I had been having horrifying problems with Satan out in California and was … Continue reading last gasp re Hopkns, the MENTAL impact →

HOPKINS: the physical impact

over time the debacle of my stay at Hopkins became progressively more physical as my mother disdained me, restraining orders were filed, and the emotional stress and the climate in Florida were too much for me. I was so ill. My treatment of Ian was shocking. In ways that I couldn't control. And this pained … Continue reading HOPKINS: the physical impact →