I remember looking up at my brother Steven as we were standing on the beach in Cape May. At that time I didn't know what the feeling was. TERRIFIED; he was the father of my child. It's finally coming out. We were in the boat. They had me drive. I felt like everybody could see … Continue reading Abortion
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About Aliens
oh and one other thing about paintaking and aliens. from my next to last post they selected me for this: how much pain an ordinary human being could suffer without breaking, my father and his cohorts were doing this to me thriugh acutely frustrating me with my laptop.before I left at the threat of gunpoint … Continue reading About Aliens
paintakers
also known as "leaders in suffering,' I tried to put up a post about this last night but was prevented. I decided to let it go, but there were some things I hadn't said yet. it's about aliens; some don't like me to talk about this. Was there to fix. but i cut a deal … Continue reading paintakers
The Imitation of St Mary Magdelan
I came across this at the Haven Hospital, Reading. I left off with the imitation of Christ that I had done since a teenager. It had such disturbing elements. I thought I had to BE Jesus Christ. I didn't know exactly what form that would take. I started by trying to "take on" other peoples … Continue reading The Imitation of St Mary Magdelan
poverty
I have lived most of my life in desperate poverty. In high school it was food, I was afraid to eat. in college, I was too busy drinking gin and tonics and other libations to be able to organize normal undergraduate activities. I was burning the candle at both ends, as the saying goes. then, … Continue reading poverty
commitment
That word can mean such nice things. but it can also mean being placed involuntarily in a psychiatric setting. I have been running from this word for 42 years. I will follow the Lord.
my mother
I don't know what to think. does he want to get rid of me so she can come back? Whether here or somewhere else? he says he wants me to stay but he doesn't act like it, he goes out to lunch with his friends and makes jokes about me, I know that he does. … Continue reading my mother
About the sick sin of masturbation
in the Catholic church it is grave sin, in other words, mortal sin. My best guess is that that means you die of it; regarding Heaven and Hell I don't know. first of all, I am the WORST Christian. I came to it through t he back door, through terror of Satan, and don't have … Continue reading About the sick sin of masturbation
More on MHWorld, Religion, and separation of Church and state
I worked out my central faith issues at Philhaven. I didn't want to stay forever but for one thing, I was doing my alien drawings, and taping them to the outside of the door; staff said they liked reading them when they came in every day. it was such a beatiful sensory experience with the … Continue reading More on MHWorld, Religion, and separation of Church and state
about the MH System today
...and my recent experience of it. there is a problem of cross-cultural misinterpretation and thst has been my problem in it. I hav been treated so badly by doctors, fellow patients, nurses, who don't know where I come from snd what I'm about and don't care. I just sit in my 40 year place in … Continue reading about the MH System today
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