ADULTERY

I don't know anything about adultery because I don't know anything about sex. 8 just listened to the song by Elton John, Sacrifice, which I heard so often in the hospitalnon the nurses station radio; then earlier I n looked it up and I saw that I hadn't understood it at all. I listened to … Continue reading ADULTERY →

A break in the clouds

as the confusion gradually resolves I am clearing a lot of bull that I have held onto for what seems like centuries. first of all my sister has her own issues and should be attending to them not me. That's about all I have to say on that account at this time. But I have … Continue reading A break in the clouds →

Feeling better

slept in until 10 after a large meal of red chicken Thai curry las5 night. It was exactly what I needed. I have been following the prompts and paying attention as to what to do to fix myself and finally I have left it all in the Lords's hands. This was ugly. moving forward with … Continue reading Feeling better →

SHIT is a dangerous form of poison

I went out today in my car when I wasn't supposed to. I got a little wobbly at the beginning but the Lord pulled me out of it and therecwas no harm done. I had my car back and I just had to get out of the house! I was here alone without a car … Continue reading SHIT is a dangerous form of poison →

things as they used to be

something sinister in the works I am a turnaround artist. Alway was. also a Libra. I can't tolerate conflict. as a child i was obsessed with fairness. as an adult I was susceptible to rage reactions. got tasered in Florida, the Lord bounced me on my head and flipped me right side up again. I … Continue reading things as they used to be →

ALIEN5

Both alien4 and alien5 are male. alien4 is my level; my father needs alien5. I am inclined to deem him senile. But I know that that is not it. he just needs to abandon the policy of getting rid of Lynne. I lived with that for a large part of my life--my adult, married, and … Continue reading ALIEN5 →

junk

preparing for junk removal. this couch I'm not sure of. Right now I'm not sure of anything. If they take everything it will be a shock. This couch is still pretty sturdy, just has ripped up arm rests from so many cats. and I have two cats. Waiting on the jumk removal pros to call. … Continue reading junk →

aliens

alien4 has been with me, also the Correctional Officer, to help me through this transition back to the real world. That's my level.through this, alien5 has been able to enter to help my father, I am looking for my drawing of him. Oh, I know, It sounds perfectly insane, but it is what it is. … Continue reading aliens →

so I changed my mind

it's not the same as lying. I'm not closing the blog. I'm not moving. At least, not yet. you'll be hearing from me.

Done

I've said my bit. This blog is done. it was about my family and all the lousy things we did to each other and how I got stuck on the receiving end of all the bs. Now I'm out. I am Lynne Murphy, who had so many friends and hurt so many people; because of … Continue reading Done →