Angels, cats, and aliens

some things we don't dare say. but then we do. I am now officially in retirement from the worst and hardest fights of my life and seeing the forest for the trees. fighting abortion it's like when the Berlin Wall fell. but we are still fighting. but it was like seeing the dove and knowing … Continue reading Angels, cats, and aliens →

Not just lonely but alone

at least I have my cats. it's a strange place here. I got so much done with everyone gone for 10 days. My father returns tomorrow. where's home? There are three people wondering about that right now and it all centers on this cottage. And old age and dying at a young age. bouff helps … Continue reading Not just lonely but alone →

all cleaned up today.

waiting for the new housekeeper to return. pics only takes a minute

up to date

"I love this place. It cradles my energy." --"God's Poster Child for the Pro-Life Cause" I am in a state of transition, pulling through 30 years of a marriage that was already confusion. this is the most reasonable and true representation of my current status I can give. the problem is, after 6 weeks of … Continue reading up to date →

all choked up

I have adopted him but found out this morning that not only is he an unaltered male and scenting g things but he also he is sick. He is very thin and had liquid diarrhea this morning. I put him out after that until I could figure out what to do. he is a sweet … Continue reading all choked up →

The Englishman Returns to England

so they're all in England, yukking it up. I observed a while ago that my sister is Janis Joplin to my Yoko Ono. (When I was way high on the psych ward). I would observe, further, that my father is a predator to my psychopath.

Occult ritual

I have to say this again because it is so IMPORTANT. about the "ghoul epiphany" in 1986 when I was tortured almost to death by a catheter in the ICU; and about how it was not only covered over but SUPPRESSED, by others, in my own mind heart body and soul. After that it was … Continue reading Occult ritual →

vague

what happened to me at the hospitals in Reading and near Lebanon, looking back, was some sort of occult possession--in the demonic sense-- of both myself and every other person involved. it was related to the ghoul that I became 35 years ago after a minor overdose that almost took my life. Since then I … Continue reading vague →

HONOR THY MOTHER AND FATHER

I used to love a Dan Fogelburg song from the late 70's, "Part of the Plan." "...Await your arrival/ with simple survival someday we'll all understand someday, we'll all understand." There were other really beautiful songs on that album as well. that's kinda like I was back then. "They tore down the building when I … Continue reading HONOR THY MOTHER AND FATHER →

The Future is Now

I finally looked up the word and found out what it meant. It kept coming to me at the end of my stay on the Tower Unit. The synonyms are auger, diviner, medium, clairvoyant, Saint, Prophet. I was calling myself a seer--like Jacinta. I don't know much about her, especially, I didn't realize she was … Continue reading The Future is Now →