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For reasons of personal security I am shutting this blog down.

Its because of the weather

That's why I had to bring the cats in. I got it when the winds came up suddenly as I finished eating. Also, that was probably why the "seizure-gasm" at the Rite Aid in town last night where I went for my second COVID vaccination shot. There was so much static that I errupted. A … Continue reading Its because of the weather →

About Georgia

First of all, there was another Lancastrian, another Lancastrian stalker, as I have said so many times. Barry from Harvard Square in the 80's. Or, was I the stalker? in both cases. my damaged sexuality was an issue. TODAY, I learned that in the case of Georgia in her native Allentown, the real issue all … Continue reading About Georgia →

About Georgia

After thevstate hospital I spent my whole life running after a woman who had NOTHING TO DO WITH MY LIFE. Fir 32 years, she has stayed "under the radar." I can hear her in my mind right now calling "Police Police." Thats just how this is. I met this woman in the middle of a … Continue reading About Georgia →

Foodie, men; revised

Saturday night 5/22. Last night I identified myself to my sons girlfriend--where there has been a conflict--as having an "exotic eating disorder." I realized it myself; at the end of my life--I am 59 years old-- I am moving into my final dieting mode. This one is going to work! The Lord is with me. … Continue reading Foodie, men; revised →

Tasering in South Florida

I was tasered in South Florida around 2010, before divorcing my husband there; and relocating here to PA. I dont have a whole lot to say about it any more other than what I have just said to my son. That it was not a lie. Similarly. The "de facto torturing" of the clamped catheter … Continue reading Tasering in South Florida →

To Claire

After 34 years I am able to address the fallout of my healing on the Lodge Program psych unit at Wernersville State Hospital where I stayed 2 separate times from 1987 until 1988. Something happened there that I didnt understand. I was deathly ill when I got there. The pain--which I can now connect to … Continue reading To Claire →

Letter to my husband

First of all, I love you and adore you. Second, I am enjoying my cats. No worries. Especially about Joann. She was a very beautiful and a gifted woman. Being a Harvard graduate isn't the only way to be a worthwhile person. She helped me with that. Similarly, being English! So, I felt so OLD … Continue reading Letter to my husband →

Sister Claire

I NEVER HAD A SINGLE THOUGHT OF HARM TO MY SISTER CLAIRE MURPHY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. Through being entirely deprived of proper care after she was born and moreover being asked to care for her, despite a severe handicap of being kneed in the crotch by my brother, I learned a life of service … Continue reading Sister Claire →

smoking cigarettes

me; seen in Seminole, Florida, 2003 to 2007, smoking 4 packs a day accompanied by 20 oz glasses, or more?, of fridge water. Sitting by the small window in the kitchen by the glass paneled door. With a small fan. Satanic possession? Opioid-like addiction? Sleeping beauty under a spell? I had entirely quit a horrible … Continue reading smoking cigarettes →