I will start a third Novena tomorrow after the second one that finishes tonight, I have decided. I heard a voice saying "No," that she had died because of my last Novena but this says to me that people are living off my suffering. A famous philosopher who attended both my prep school and my … Continue reading A Third Novena–updated
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To the Wall
Whats going on right now is that my young nephew --18 years old--who has been deeply troubled, is coming here around Thanksgiving time, and so is my brother, from Hawaii. They have always organized me out of things when their reunions are involved and rioght now there is no place to "put me." For his … Continue reading To the Wall
Practical Problem
Thete is a practical problem hete that needs to be solved. My mothet is flying to an end of the world scenario of putting me in the state hospitalk where there is a practical situation if my being provided for that doesnt warrant anhy such intervention. They are using somethinbh i said after the birthdy … Continue reading Practical Problem
Tattle Tales
At church today i heard that the news is that my parents want ti put me in a mental institution. People assume that they are reasonable people and have ni idea that they are trying to achieve a fnal act of a lifetine of covering uo abuse. I am begging my husband to take me … Continue reading Tattle Tales
Praying to St Joseph
I suffered a quiet suicide on Wednesday. I had been penned in since my "birthday dinner" on Sunday evening at a nice restaurant nearby which took SEVERAL nasty turns. My son was there which made it beautiful. But the g-rents lost it on rhe way hone after several inappropriate incidents. They say beggars cant be … Continue reading Praying to St Joseph
Baptism
Im going to be baptized! Allelujah! Sister M. says dont worry about all that praying i stopped doing, the Lord will show you how He wants you to pray: fellowship, works, and better hygiene definitely ARE good uses of that time. She said pick a date for your Baptism. Its finally real. So i put … Continue reading Baptism
My mother reinterpreted
My mother is an uneducated woman surrounded by HIGHLY educated, even POWERFUL women through her marriage to my father and for other reasons that i have to admit i dont really understand. She is endearing. Surely that isnt enough to let her make a hatchet job out of everyrhing i ever tried to do with … Continue reading My mother reinterpreted
In bed all day; 2
Well i finally got out of bed at aound 12 noon to take a shower and dress for an event this evening. I continue to have the feeling if the many layers of prayers that i was wound up in, falling off of me. God told me He liked the praying me. But im putting … Continue reading In bed all day; 2
In bed all day
It took all day to sort out yesterday's end -to-rhe-Novena-that-went-on-for-too -long. I stayed in bed. I went to a place where i questioned ALL my praying. For instance, i took it upon myself to pray rhe Rosary every day. Is this proper? Can anybody do it? And i snapped up every Catholic prayer i ran … Continue reading In bed all day
End of Novena to St. Jude; starting another Novena to St. Jude?
I have a feeling that i am going to be doing back to back Novenas ti St. Jude for quite some time. Im winding up the first; it has been breathtaking. It ends, as i move into the last of todays 6 prayers on this 9th and last day of the Novena, on a problem … Continue reading End of Novena to St. Jude; starting another Novena to St. Jude?
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