From a Christian song: "let justice be served and then mercy win" This works both ways in my family. Im working on the sexual abuse. 39 years later, its finally out what really happened. My father had put a gloss on it, and then they attached a barge to that: weve been talking apples and … Continue reading Justice, Mercy
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10 good things i have done for Black America
D6 1--I always held the door for Black wonen when i lived in Florida. 2--when the circumstances warrant it i address a Black man as sir. 3--on the psych ward in Florida i protected the grape juice ("the color purple") and the orange juice. OJ Simpson was on trial for murder. Clarence Thomas was facing … Continue reading 10 good things i have done for Black America
Cutting in line
The did it to me at breakfast this morning and tbey did it to me st 1030 smoke break. A white man let a black man and a black wonan cut in front of me. See "Mending Fences..." im dealing with this and the working out the sexual abuse with ny father at the same … Continue reading Cutting in line
And…
Wow im writing. And some of my writing is about my experiences with Black men and Black women and i have to get it out just like i have to get other stuff out. I have had some very bad experiences with Black men and women in my British racial blindness, and i need to … Continue reading And…
Wow! I’m writing
In the last few days i have written a class note at Hutton.edu, an email to my father (about sexual abuse), a thank you ketter to my doctor at the extended acute care unit i stayed on for 8 months before coming here; and numerous posts here. Last thing i remember, before neeting my ex … Continue reading Wow! I’m writing
On Mending Fences With Black America
Here the Black caseworker and others seem to feel that it is requisite for a white wonan to suffer a little in exchange for Black womens (and mens) suffering. Au contraire, ny friends, i started giving before i was 10, ive already written about it, i was the victim of the first de facto affirmative … Continue reading On Mending Fences With Black America
Vindicated on the smoking porch
The young black male psych tech was caught at it. By dear wonderful med tech N (fighting the good fight for that word "wonderful.") The female tech out there whipped the lighter out if my hand. And then he used the word "vampire" and i was way ahead if him. I got Haribo sour vampire … Continue reading Vindicated on the smoking porch
Back to the nasty roommate
What makes it bad is that she is brought up as a Catholic. She knows all the prayers i am saying to myself and senses them. And can pull up a Catholic young girl, her younger self, in her defense. She knows my insecurity because she can see where my home cooked faith is bogus. … Continue reading Back to the nasty roommate
Desperate
Everything is well here. I have a place in time and space. Now what i am sensing is freedom from the abortions and right away i am taken back in time. At the risk of my anonymity i need to mention Jim M., PhD in Psychology, and Dr. P.R., Psychiatrist, whose ill will towards a … Continue reading Desperate
Roommate woes: now it’s serious
She has been on the phone for 3 DAYS STRAIGHT. I put my hands over my ears and fled the room. I complained to my caseworker but there's nothing she can do except mention it to her caseworker, who doesn't like me particularly, so she won't even embarrass her. Everything else is on the back … Continue reading Roommate woes: now it’s serious
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