She left early to make it back to Manhattan on time. She was so quiet and i was so tired i wasnt aware of her going. I woke up at about 7 and stayed until 10. I havent slept through the night like that in many yesrs. It was very beautiful. So now im back … Continue reading Awesome Visit With my Oldest Friend
An Old Friend is the Best Friend of All
Staying with her at a hotel by the waterpark. Woke up at 4 this morning having actually slept for about 4 houts wirhout waking uo. This is a first in the last 2 years or so that ive taken the Clozaril, which usually makes me wake up all night long to spit out the extra … Continue reading An Old Friend is the Best Friend of All
Another incredible breakthrough
I have been praying the Novena to St. Jude and here is another breakthrough. Ever since I can remember I have worried that the Lord is asking me to give up my relationship with my son because I lovc him so much and everybody (my mother) is always trying to take him away from me. … Continue reading Another incredible breakthrough
Live at catholic.com
I am in for prayers and support at catholic.com on this very special night. when the very best is coupling with the very worst in my life as various threads come together to create a major life moment. I will soon be baptised and confirmed. I will be able to take the Eucharist and I … Continue reading Live at catholic.com
A Third Novena–updated
I will start a third Novena tomorrow after the second one that finishes tonight, I have decided. I heard a voice saying "No," that she had died because of my last Novena but this says to me that people are living off my suffering. A famous philosopher who attended both my prep school and my … Continue reading A Third Novena–updated
To the Wall
Whats going on right now is that my young nephew --18 years old--who has been deeply troubled, is coming here around Thanksgiving time, and so is my brother, from Hawaii. They have always organized me out of things when their reunions are involved and rioght now there is no place to "put me." For his … Continue reading To the Wall
Practical Problem
Thete is a practical problem hete that needs to be solved. My mothet is flying to an end of the world scenario of putting me in the state hospitalk where there is a practical situation if my being provided for that doesnt warrant anhy such intervention. They are using somethinbh i said after the birthdy … Continue reading Practical Problem
Tattle Tales
At church today i heard that the news is that my parents want ti put me in a mental institution. People assume that they are reasonable people and have ni idea that they are trying to achieve a fnal act of a lifetine of covering uo abuse. I am begging my husband to take me … Continue reading Tattle Tales
Praying to St Joseph
I suffered a quiet suicide on Wednesday. I had been penned in since my "birthday dinner" on Sunday evening at a nice restaurant nearby which took SEVERAL nasty turns. My son was there which made it beautiful. But the g-rents lost it on rhe way hone after several inappropriate incidents. They say beggars cant be … Continue reading Praying to St Joseph
Baptism
Im going to be baptized! Allelujah! Sister M. says dont worry about all that praying i stopped doing, the Lord will show you how He wants you to pray: fellowship, works, and better hygiene definitely ARE good uses of that time. She said pick a date for your Baptism. Its finally real. So i put … Continue reading Baptism
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