I am waiting on sonething very important. In the meantime the Lord gave me something wonderful to do. (Oh and yes, i hereby reclaim that word "wonderful" to be redeemed from what the Governor of New York made of it back in tbe 2000s. (Was it the Governor who went to jail on vice charges?) … Continue reading Patience
My ex husband a social revolutionary
"Every Cloud..." went to the production team a few days ago. The interior is complete, i am still gathering together the materials for the cover. I put in a line on the back cover about being married to a social revolutionary. I think i took it out when i made a preliminary attempt to shorten … Continue reading My ex husband a social revolutionary
Insane Dad
I am prompted by the Lord to extend Love to my parents, who are out of line. I finally called my mother out on her folly She launched a frontal assault, taking me on about the unleanliness here in the cottage and what are they going to do about me when they are gone. How … Continue reading Insane Dad
Prayed the Divine Mercy Chaplet…
...at catholic.com for all providers and defenders of abortion and for all sexual abusers. I have an announcement to make aboit my book, "California, a Pro-Life Novel," pending the post office doing its work. Probably Friday.
Baaad
This is for real they really do it. They tell people this lie. Im afraid to repeat it because somebody else will believe it. Two peopke i repeated it to didnt think that it was common sense that t it was a lie. She said that i put a metal pepper shaker IN MY VAGINA … Continue reading Baaad
Journey into Night
So theyre going out to dinner with friends with heavy words on their minds. I spoke to my father further about the sexual damage and asked hin for a response. I asked him to be accountable--to speak to the ussue. He said for now just let me write the check. I have 2016 back taxes … Continue reading Journey into Night
Today
...is the day after yesterday, the day to implement what yesterday said and i did! I talked to my father about my mother, Sister M the nun and Miss D the therapist. About the sexual damage. That as my father he should be the one man i can trust. And about needing "a bit of … Continue reading Today
Watershed
So im sitting here and i prayed and i sat diwn in my mind with the pastor who closed tbe door on me and my talk of sexual abuse. And God showed me, yes. You will have to acceot this evl from me. And i do get words like this from him at times. And … Continue reading Watershed
Nasty; 3
I am noone. I am nowhere. Just another sinner. The good thing about me is that i love my son and Satan and my mother interfered with that today. So its back to praying for the intervention of King Solomon the Wise. I have this.
Nasty; 2
Yes SATAN is NASTY. Last time i exoerienced an attack like this (see my last post) i couldnt accept that it was real because it was so cruel. Now i know that this is exactly what Satan does. He attacked like this a year and a half ago when i was an inpatienr on … Continue reading Nasty; 2
Un.Bon.Mot 