Today, SATAN IS RRAL. Its been so long id firgotten. It started at the orthopedic office where i went for a check on my little.finger, which i broke when i went to the city nearby here wbere i received services 32 years agi when my family first moved here. I fell on the payment. All … Continue reading Nasty
Resolved
Resolved and Retroactive; Miss S. of my last post is banned, locked out: where there is weeping and gnashing of teerh. She didn't know how to conduct herself at Hutton and she didn't know how to conduct herself afterward. Just another bumbling atheist. I waa afraid of her. She was planning to "write the great … Continue reading Resolved
It is well
I made a junk edit on my 2nd book "Evety Cloud... " which is bringing fantastic change and insight but i cant bring myself to trust it. I cut out a swathe of type that had been written online, a bunch of seemingly endless Authors Notes and Introductions: and i dont have a hard copy! … Continue reading It is well
She knows who she is and what she did
This post is about a self-identified "Stanford faculty brat." She was so boring and negative i don't even want to write this post. For her Hutton was an obligation. What a loss. I was struggling with the same feelings for heartbreaking reasons. For me that was a passion and a problem. For her it was … Continue reading She knows who she is and what she did
California, a Pro-Life Novel is available for purchase
lulu.com above link to lulu.com has been updated AGAIN 9/29 11:41 AM California, a Pro-Life Novel, by Abigail Hill, is available for purchase for 9 dollars at the lulu.com bookstore. It is 97 pages long. The "novel" describes the beginning of Bill and Abby's marriage in sunny California. The Pro-Life Blog contains reflections on the … Continue reading California, a Pro-Life Novel is available for purchase
HARD NIGHT
Texted my son for the zillionth time this week. Stressing. His expensive new car needs a 2000$ fix and he doesn't have the money . I got so lost in another problem that i lost track of his issue and tonight i feel like im holding up the Titanic. My ship is crashing about five … Continue reading HARD NIGHT
Atonement
I could have sworn i recently posted about being attacked by flies but i dont find it here (oh, snap, i must have put it in my book and it was probably one of the things i took out in that careless edit.) I am going through atonement after carelessly hurting my son just when … Continue reading Atonement
Holy Spirit
Went to Mass at 1100 and finally tasted the Eucharist in my heart. I prayed the traditional prayer that He enter me spiritually as i cannot now receive Him sacramentally. I felt my heart pierced. As i have Baptism of Desire--and the Sister has assured me of this--i am THAT CLOSE to receiving the Eucharist. … Continue reading Holy Spirit
The Damage
After seeing Sister M. today i have been in a long slow burn if refuting my own suspicions of sexual impropriety WITHOUT turnibg to somebody in authority--been there, done that; in the end i relied on a trusted voice in ny own thoughts to reassure me and overcame the long weekend of worry. OF COURSE … Continue reading The Damage
Today
Today, i am looking at finally overturning their Johns Hopkins victory. it was won with ill will and falsehood. Today Sister M showed me Godly love for my hurt places and now i know what the UNgodly past has been. "Tell her not to stimulate you," the CHILD psychiatrist said to me as i was … Continue reading Today
Un.Bon.Mot 