Well i posted here today, and i texted my son, and i emailed my ex and i didnt get a single reponse anywhere. I am so to the limit with tension and stress here with my parernts that i feel like im about to explode. All of a sudden the day was done and all … Continue reading Overload
Coming soon; “California, a Pro-Life Novel”
I never thought it could happen. Along with everything else going down today, the process of the abortion(s) has struck its final note. I was driving home from late morning bloodwork, listening to Christian radio--thanking God that i got out of bed--and suddrnly i saw the road stretching out ahead of me and i was … Continue reading Coming soon; “California, a Pro-Life Novel”
Other sexual sins
So now that i have funally repented of the ENTIRE SIN of masturbation in my life, other, gentler sexual sins are presernt to me, from my childood--things that my mother should have corrected and didn't . Tbey arose out of my disability, from being kneed in the crotch by my brother; and how it was … Continue reading Other sexual sins
Broken little left finger
Its about the littlest thing you can break. I said to the doctor, do we treat this or let it go? She said. "Oh yes we treat it." So i have a "cast" on it, an aluminum spongy stick that conforms to the finger and the side of my hand, held on by tape. Its … Continue reading Broken little left finger
Good News!
My ex is back in the picture. He helped me with cash to continue to pursue my book publishing, it was delayed at the last moment by an inexcusable typo in the cover text, it was awful to have to resubmit the whole thing, i could have let the 4 interior typos go; but sending … Continue reading Good News!
Medjugorge
Medjugorge, I hope I have spelled it right, is the site of apparitions of the Virgin Mary giving messages to the world since around 1981. I'll let my reader look it up for themselves, millions are following this. I discovered it upon going to the ER for psych intervention last Friday night. God willing, I … Continue reading Medjugorge
Fat
omg. Ive gained 3 lbs. I've been steadily losing for a year and 9 months, a pound here, a pound there. Two months ago I hit 157 (I started out at about 206.) And I had a bad feeling about it. A month ago I weighed in at 157 again, no bad feeling this time. … Continue reading Fat
Battle; email to my ex which I didn’t send
Im fighting a battle here for acknowledgment of a debt of harm to me. Its come up because i sought care in the ER 3 weeks ago and was referred to the Partial hospital program. There i felt like a fish out if water and they discharged me after 4 days, without a reason. I … Continue reading Battle; email to my ex which I didn’t send
Deepening Faith
Talked to my pstchiatrist about ny blessing sexual issues today. He is physically handicapped also so it will be interesting to see how this plays out, i am hoping for a blessing, a warm understanding. Anything else would be si cruel. I also told him of my deepening faith and he approached this withourmr a … Continue reading Deepening Faith
Adopting the Serenity Prayer
Her It is a period of tumultuous feelings, and change. I was hoping to send my book to pro-choice advocates but some of them are hard to reach. It will also be expensive. I never used to like the Serenity Prayer that much, for snobbish reasons. I thought i was smarter than that. Recently im … Continue reading Adopting the Serenity Prayer
Un.Bon.Mot 