Back in 1995 it was the Talking Heads song "Stop Making Sense." We were living at a 3 br townhome in Germantown, Maryland, outside of D.C. At the time i wrote, "i see this place as from the sky, mapped out across the landscape like an integrated circuit. We were called here..." My life had … Continue reading Sometimes things come together
Asking my ex-Husband to ask me to marry him
I emailed him on my cell phone for hours. It is a precision craft postung to my blog or emailing my ex or even textibg my son on this phone. Usually if its really mpoortant or deep i get the worst neck and back ache. Usually i rough it out and then go back and … Continue reading Asking my ex-Husband to ask me to marry him
“California, a Pro-Life Novel” in post-production
“California, a Pro-Life Novel”
I am in the process of vetting this blog for illegal references as I am making it a platform for my book which will be coming out in the next week or so, I will put an alert here when it actually becomes available at the self-publisher website lulu.com. It will be available at Barnes … Continue reading “California, a Pro-Life Novel”
Report card on services from Planned Parenthood obtained in February of 1990.
I obtained an awake abortion procedure via vaccuum suction of the uterus. I was told there would be mild cramping. Instead it was unbearably painful. My problem wss that i felt ill with the pregnany, i was taking two psych meds that were dangerous in pregnancy, Haldol abd Tegretol. I was drinking alcohol regularly snd … Continue reading Report card on services from Planned Parenthood obtained in February of 1990.
More on Ill Today
On the theme of illness and insight, and being a prophet, i was taken for one at the hospital in Tampa in 2003 under Dr. Strangeman. It was an easy call to make. Later i said i was a genius, had a high IQ and they all got mad at me and i went into hiding. … Continue reading More on Ill Today
Ill today
I woke up in the middle of the night and something snapped in this frantic, fragile place that is "me." I sat up thinking my equilibrium had failed. I tried standing up and almost lost my balance. Instantly i thought, appointment today, cant drive. Also had to 1 take a shower 2 clean this place … Continue reading Ill today
Red alert
I funalky "have* the situation here. I was a disciplinary problem for both my mother and my teachers when i was a girl. I was emotionally blind and non-responsive, progressively dull and insensitive because if the being kneed in tbe crotch. I was a pervert. But i was extremely imtelligent. My father, who had his … Continue reading Red alert
Critical moment continues
I have had to MAKE time for this b.s. She pulled a really fast one that jumped up and bit me today. She was being strangely nice last night. We hadn't talked like that since i was 16. It didnt lsst long. Then today the problem with the car reared its ugly head. By arranging … Continue reading Critical moment continues
Critical Moment
A turning point. My mother is trying to "prove through" an assertion that she is my son's real mother which, obviously, she cant do without harm, because she isnt and i am. She is the snarkiest and snakiest little English secretary. "Computers rule the world," she cried, over tea in my old apartment in So. … Continue reading Critical Moment
