A Clear Day

Thats a song, "On a clear day you can see forever." i see Arizona: the desert and the mountains. i wish I could go back. that is something my husband gave to me. we came back east and we were nothing. the eastern climate doesnt suit me. Or the southeastern, i.e. Florida, et cetera. California … Continue reading A Clear Day →

Reprieve

When I was carrying Ian, I was looking forward to the moment of delivery, which I dreaded, and no further. I just needed to hold onto him long enough to get him safely out of my body so that he could live. Beyond that, I couldn't see an inch. I held it as distinct possibility … Continue reading Reprieve →

Regarding So, so sorry: more

I have been thinking this out and I saw that it came down to the thermometer. A house without a thermometer is not a safe house for a child. And I puzzled that out for a while and didn't know how to figure it. Because Ian and I got along without one. I could only … Continue reading Regarding So, so sorry: more →

Regarding So, so, sorry

I am, so so sorry, but I sense that I am also being wrongfully accused. The specific and stated reason for my son to be at AFA was that I was too ill to take care of him properly. For one thing, I was smoking four packs a day and sleeping erratically, 2 hours on … Continue reading Regarding So, so, sorry →

So so sorry

I am in tears. I just learned that I child who I hosted for a weekend when my son was at Admiral Farragut Academy has died. I don't even know what to say. He got ill when he was staying with us, it was obvious that he was ill even before he came and I … Continue reading So so sorry →

About Damion and Mark

These were two men at Harvard who either did help me or were supposed to help me but couldn't because it turned out that I grew up in the woods and had zero training in social skills or personal habits. I was brilliant enough to be at Harvard and a man from Yale who was … Continue reading About Damion and Mark →

Tablet

weird things the tablet--like the stone tablets Moses walked down Mount Sanai with the upper room here, where I spend most of my time; like the upper room where Jesus and the disciples stayed for the last supper and where the Holy Spirit descended upon all the disciples after He was gone. weird So, I … Continue reading Tablet →

RECAP

There was an ALIEN SIGHTING in Berks County PA around October 2021. I was asked to attend. As it happened in the upper room of the cottage here where I reside. I had been living with surveilled electronic devices--computer, cell phone, tablet, et cetera, cameras, mikes, as my extremely aged father is a control freak … Continue reading RECAP →

Stumbled on something

Ts been awhile n I wasn't supposed to say. Iws telling everyone n there were pictures on thwall t the hospital tht all looked like personal places n my old horse was there. Nd I saw one leading to a bad place n never looked at it further. I realized they were showing me NOT … Continue reading Stumbled on something →

Berks County

When i was living in a small, rented house in Perris, California, after a second abortion of a baby with my husband, I longed to be churched. I did not feel called to the churches of Southern California. I longed for the people and places of Berks County, Pennsylvania, where i lived for 4 years … Continue reading Berks County →