This evening calls for two posts. Oh what a great comeback from desperate directions. Over the last week i came to experience the meaning of the expression, "up a shit creek without a paddle." I wondered, whats a person's rescue from that situation? Well, here is one; evidently a person has the necessary parts built into … Continue reading A double post moment
Omg im glad to be back
Omg im glad to be back. I went private 6 days ago because i referred my ex to my last post and then got scared he would direct my parents to it as hes caught up in this psychodrama through the banruptcy proceedings. But now it doesn't matter: the shit hit the fan anyway. Si … Continue reading Omg im glad to be back
Safety
51 years later, its finally hitting. Im going to have to rework my book. I noted yesterday on the last page of the printout if the manuscript, "i just realized that Tracey T (not her real name) was the breaking point of the ectopic pregnancy." A short while later i found my way to tbe … Continue reading Safety
Grounding
This blog is a good place to come to for grounding. When the shit is getting too thick and i cant see in front of me, I make time to come here and the ground opens up in front of me. What a day. It was a struggle to get out of bed, but once … Continue reading Grounding
Stuck in line at the opthalmologist
Its been an hour and 50 minutes. Im here for a diabetes eye check. Im realizing how badly my life is mortgaged to my health conditions. The diabetes is mild and i dont pay much attention to it. I just take the Metformin and try not to overdo the sweets and replace starch with protein. … Continue reading Stuck in line at the opthalmologist
Ive been away
Life has been too exciting! And too precious. I saw my son last Sunday (its the following Saturday today.) My parents didnt succeed in dissuading me from giving him a ride back to his residence down near Philadelphia, an hour and fifteen miunte highway drive. It was a pleasure. I realized how much i had … Continue reading Ive been away
Reunion
Its over. I didn't go. Im as sorry as anything. Even God is mad at me. He say i could have asked him to change His mind. He told me the better choice was not to go. We even had a rehearsal about this over an entirely different, much smaller question. Whether to take a … Continue reading Reunion
This One–Updated
Its late at night and i dont want to go to bed, although ive taken my nighttime meds, a handful of meds that usually knocks me out within about 20 minutes. Then, im out till about 4 in the morning. I want to see if i can blog myself out of this one in the … Continue reading This One–Updated
Here it is
Heres the score card on the reunion. My 'rents have taken me off my college bf's hands. After all these years! I fled from my father into this young fellows enbrace, he took advantage a little (whipped cream, cocaine, and trips to the erotic bakery in Greenwich village.( But oh my wasnt he a romantic, … Continue reading Here it is
Fighting a deathly battle
It sickens me to report that my father is getting to me. McDonald's breakfast, they "forgot" the hash browns. They were trying to stage it, but i cut it short by going over to their side of the house before my mother got in from the barn where they park their Subaru SUV. I figured … Continue reading Fighting a deathly battle
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