Its Thursday, ive been awzy since Sunday. Since that time, an embarrassment if RICHES. 1) i got medicaid, so i can get dental work and the probkem if the civerage gao fir nedicatiob us solved. 2) my mother plunked down the 2200$$ for a bankrupcty lawyer--i can handle the rest; God bless her eternally for … Continue reading Absent
Catholic Church
Went to 1100 mass yestetday. All bets are off. At church, i heard the truth for the first time. The Reverend talked about Jesus on the road to Emmaus and i believed him as i would believe my father if i could, which i cant, he is a lecher and a liar. It was plain … Continue reading Catholic Church
Fire under my butt
My mother fell on the 3 step stone stairway up to the atrium last night. She was coming to the cottage, where i was, to turn off the oil burning stove for the springtime. I helped her of course. But it triggered nasty memories that left me in an unpleasant frame of mind. She was … Continue reading Fire under my butt
Lost Purse
I put my purse on the top if the car at the Wellness clinic 35 minutes away, yesterday, and forgot it and drove away! I didnt discover rhe loss until i got home. It was terribke, i was scheduled to see ny son for the first time in about 5 months , a sensitive meeting. … Continue reading Lost Purse
Conflict
My mother chased my father round the dining room table with a knife after they got married. She told me so. So its not hard to guess wht he never disciplined het. But come on. Bestiality is nit pretty. My father has written a book for friends and family. I caught sight of the picture … Continue reading Conflict
Everything works to the good…
Well i self published a book recently. It was called "Every Cloud..." actually it was a year and a half ago. It didnt sell. But im glad i went to the trouble to publish it. The theme was that even the tiniest and apparently most inopportune things are in Gods hands and work together for … Continue reading Everything works to the good…
God Help Me
Wow. God is so good. Two huge trajectories in my life are coming into play, one seemed to leave me nowhere without a son or a family, Poof, tbe other caught us and held ys safe. One was the Tracey T. Problem, which i have written about before: finally it is all pmayed our, leaving … Continue reading God Help Me
Yesterday
As i suspected it would, life here is turning out to be boring. Wonderful things are happening spiritually: i am forgiving my parents for everything and i believe my farher is about to turn tbe corner of faith. But from the day to day hum drum i have lost the excitement if the constant peril … Continue reading Yesterday
Eye Surgery
All bets are off until noon. My mother is having cataract surgery. Its very difficult. My moving in here fell in the midst if both parents having surgery on both eyes. It seems im always an inconvenience to my mother and father. Trying to resolve this. My father bought me a new laptop yesterday, and … Continue reading Eye Surgery
Long Days Journey into Night
Gruelling day. Thank God this move happened around Easter Sunday. Everything fell into place around the profound faith of the pastor i watched online at 930 this morning, i lost the worst of my sin. I have never connected to Jesus before in such a profound way--the bliidvthe oain the suffering flrdh if our redeemer: … Continue reading Long Days Journey into Night
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