Here the Black caseworker and others seem to feel that it is requisite for a white wonan to suffer a little in exchange for Black womens (and mens) suffering. Au contraire, ny friends, i started giving before i was 10, ive already written about it, i was the victim of the first de facto affirmative … Continue reading On Mending Fences With Black America
Vindicated on the smoking porch
The young black male psych tech was caught at it. By dear wonderful med tech N (fighting the good fight for that word "wonderful.") The female tech out there whipped the lighter out if my hand. And then he used the word "vampire" and i was way ahead if him. I got Haribo sour vampire … Continue reading Vindicated on the smoking porch
Back to the nasty roommate
What makes it bad is that she is brought up as a Catholic. She knows all the prayers i am saying to myself and senses them. And can pull up a Catholic young girl, her younger self, in her defense. She knows my insecurity because she can see where my home cooked faith is bogus. … Continue reading Back to the nasty roommate
Desperate
Everything is well here. I have a place in time and space. Now what i am sensing is freedom from the abortions and right away i am taken back in time. At the risk of my anonymity i need to mention Jim M., PhD in Psychology, and Dr. P.R., Psychiatrist, whose ill will towards a … Continue reading Desperate
Roommate woes: now it’s serious
She has been on the phone for 3 DAYS STRAIGHT. I put my hands over my ears and fled the room. I complained to my caseworker but there's nothing she can do except mention it to her caseworker, who doesn't like me particularly, so she won't even embarrass her. Everything else is on the back … Continue reading Roommate woes: now it’s serious
Mending Fences with Black America: revised and updatedx10; Apology Retracted
NOTE: I found in the past that speaking openly in this matter moved the conversation forward so i do not remove this post even though i hesitate to leave it here. When i wrote to the Times about reverse prejudice in South Flirida, there was a plethora of commentary about the Black mans low self … Continue reading Mending Fences with Black America: revised and updatedx10; Apology Retracted
Doctors appointment
Im thrilled! I asked to see a doctor about my eye (and related female) spasms after posting like crazy about eye injuries and harm in my family, this weekend,and i asked again Monday morning. I had the worst morning ever this morning after wrestling with my pillow for hours last night, i just could get … Continue reading Doctors appointment
Roommate Woes–updated
I tried to get the day alone because partial hospital program was so hard yesterday and my neck and back and who knows what else were spasming last night and I woke up with bad pain. Well at least they are going to get me to the doctor as of this morning's report. So i … Continue reading Roommate Woes–updated
I’m back
There's been a lot of hoopla since last night about my involvement with my undergraduate literary magazine, i finally accepted that i had to do it because I was 'tapped' and it was an honorable thing to do. (I served as 'Presudent' for a year when the magazine was failing, because there was no one … Continue reading I’m back
Drained
My job this past weekend was to rest but i was drawn to blog for about 7 hours on Saturday. Too much happenrd in my mind, the cart started to push the horse so i had better stop before i hate my blog. Posting from a cellphone is tricky, it helps you pay careful atterntion … Continue reading Drained
