always with the cigarette. for my mother: you were correct. I chose to smoke. I chose it on the playground at Salt Brook School where the cool girls went out behind the building to smoke cigatettes during free time. When i went to visit Kent, the girls who hosted me took me with them to … Continue reading in case i go…
Bitch–(me)
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN I am very very sorry for the person I have been most of my life who was a real bitch to so many people because of the pain, bewilderment and frustration I was dealing with from my physical conditions that noone knew of or understood and then getting badly misdiagnosed … Continue reading Bitch–(me)
About Feldman
I ranted about Feldman and complained about him and made fun about him because everybody did. I did it in a really serious way because I was in a really serious condition. Unspeakable. I am talking about Dr. Alan Feldman who worked in Largo, Florida back in the 2000's. He was a very kind and … Continue reading About Feldman
The end of 37 years confusion
I heard from a dear, sweet, kind person who was helping my ex and some Arab friends he met to do the rewiring of the home, that very bright people can fall into years of confusion, and suddenly I see that it really is true and it really was what happened to me. Simple confusion. … Continue reading The end of 37 years confusion
black & white
...is irrelevant in this regard. It's going to happen quickly. It's all about the ALIEN project. Of there isn't one, one needs to start. At NASA I couldn't draw a picture because it is a sacred image. But here is one I drew at Philhaven: It was coming through me to reach my father who … Continue reading black & white
black/white
I have been many times and many places where black and white coexist and it is DIFFERENT everywhere you go. I am now a pariah in every place regarding this issue. This is so insanely unfair. So many things in my life are insanely unfair. The wart-mole person has no place to go, for one … Continue reading black/white
All My Life
When I went to Wernersville State Hospital (You may check with them) I said to myself, or maybe to the room at large, that I wanted to be an instrument of God--like Mozart, like a flute. I realize now that that was the most important moment of my life. All these decades since then I … Continue reading All My Life
This Tablet up for sale, updated, upon consultation
My tablet is still for sale for 9 million with ALIEN and other pictures, this blog, and personal emails to support the reality of the alien encounter and everything that happened in the two years of my recent hospitalization and after that followed. This includes movie rights and royalties. Please go to my contact page … Continue reading This Tablet up for sale, updated, upon consultation
if you could see our eyes…
i am looking luke the usual depraved idiot i was because of the wart-mole thing on my face and the damage from being kneed in the crotch by him. He is looking straight ahead with loathing and disgust for me. was this the time that i went collectung fish guts from the river on a … Continue reading if you could see our eyes…
Parting Ways
...with the Western World. Have new friends. Have my son and Ex-Husband.
Un.Bon.Mot 