up ‘n at ’em

something I never was before in my life. I lived in a haze of cigarette smoke, tons of coffee, and mixed drink hangovers. At the tender age of 18, 19, 20. It must have been a pathetic and disturbing sight to people who watched. And sex. At that time I was less incapable than I … Continue reading up ‘n at ’em →

Why do people think its really sick to talk about aliens?

I never cared for the subject much when I was young but I liked watching the x files with my ex-husband every so often in Florida in the 2000's. I didn't much enjoy talking to a man at the state hospital who said he was from Mars. He was a little weird. Now I think … Continue reading Why do people think its really sick to talk about aliens? →

bad on money matters

When I was about 12 one of my brother's "friends" broke into our house and stole a bunch of stuff. My father was in his bedroom sleeping, it was in the afternoon. He took my moneychanger--one of those clever contraptions that sorts coins. I had about 10 dollars worth of change in there. I felt … Continue reading bad on money matters →

Anybody?

Anybody want to investigate about stones of light? I just investigated myself and at this time I don't see any insight in myself in this matter. My first thought is that it should go to a scientist to explore this. My next thought was that we should be looking at combining science and religion. ooohhh … Continue reading Anybody? →

Anybody?

To the people of Berks-Lehigh

I plan to be leaving soon. I have been planning to be leaving nightly for at least 3 months. Hence the lights on at night--so sorry. It's so strange here, we are neither Berks, nor Lehigh; instead, a little of each. As for me, I am of TERRIFIED of Berks County. And Lehigh doesn't like … Continue reading To the people of Berks-Lehigh →

Dear Dad,

You so didn't get it when we were talking on the phone when I was on the Tower Unit of the Haven Hospital in Reading in the winter of '21. You did not understand that I was in a public place where numerous people were talking and listening and we were discussing private things. The … Continue reading Dear Dad, →

nun

There is a nun at St Mary's Kutztown who is convinced that I am a bad woman. No matter how many times I roll over and start reforming my life from the hazards and impossibilities that beset me, there is someone or something who stands up to knock me down agan and I am getting … Continue reading nun →

Things are changing

April 11, 202 Right now I am on fire for the Lord. But that doesn’t mean much because I am a handicapped cripple and I cant even move my neck let alone offer anything to the world around me. Except to say STOP. I’m okay. It’s always been this way it’s just that I am … Continue reading Things are changing →

Regarding court proceedings

.. or whatever my father is doing on the side. I have never consciously abused my son in any way. And especially, I have never SEXUALLY abused him in any way whatsoever. My parents and others involved have twisted my words and facts around to made a gigantic monster of abuse out of my when … Continue reading Regarding court proceedings →